Our friendship blossom over a decades
and over three sets of seasonal changes. We
shared in happy moments and secrets that I
trusted to no other.
Only to see you turn you’re back to me when
faced with truth and reality. Fear gripped you
tightly. I sought only comfort and support but
instead receive cold words of programming.
I walked a fine line that day with friendship
that was so delicate like a frozen lake with
cracks on the surface uncertain when it would
give way beneath my feet.
The trust was delicate enough that it shattered
under the pressure of others and the lack of
reaching out to help your fellow man in need.
The rope broke, I fell into a lake of desolation
only for the ice to break apart and I sunk into the
cold waters. I floated in the murky depths of a
nightmare.
I numbly tried to swim up to the surface but the
grip of betrayal held me tight until one day I
broke away and was greeted by the warmth of
unconditional acceptance.
The waters that once held me down, suffocating me
released me and I broke the surface with a new sense
of life and passion. To never look back on those dark
days and embrace what it is to live, truly live.
Tuesday, April 05, 2011
Monday, April 04, 2011
April PAD Challenge Day 3
The world would be a quiet place,
with no laughter and outrageous
thoughts. No fresh perspectives
to force others to think outside
of the box. One less individual
and one less voice to touch the
heart of others where it really
matters.
with no laughter and outrageous
thoughts. No fresh perspectives
to force others to think outside
of the box. One less individual
and one less voice to touch the
heart of others where it really
matters.
April PAD Challenge Day 2
Beneath a sea of gray clouds,
I find joy in the knowledge of
at being one with everything.
I find joy in the knowledge of
at being one with everything.
April PAD Challenge Day 1
Clawing and pulling clumps of dirt as
I climbed up the mountain side, the path
unseen, clouded by anger and resentment.
Lies and fears society manipulated me to try
to keep me from the true path. Light shone
brightly at the top of the mountain urging me
forward.
Urging me to reach for the truth despite the
uncertain that brewed with my heart. I let
instinct take over and found that what was
one took effort now became effortless.
I was given a rope, a life line to the top,
but the climb seem never ending and at
times I thought I show the light dim as
doubt stirred beneath my breast.
Persistence keep me going until I reached
the top, I felt warmth and safe enveloped me.
I lay there with the embrace of this essences and
I knew that my journey was not over.
I rose to my feet and look before me at the beauty of
lush forest and amongst the tall ancient trees lay a path
that of twist and turns. I look over the edge of the
mountain to find myself staring into an abyss of
darkness.
A chasm of dark history that beckoned my back into its
embrace and it sang of victimhood and lifelessness.
Behind me was only desolation and death. Before me
stood a world of wonder and miracles, a voice called to me.
Beyond the woods spoke a voice of guidance and unity.
I stepped towards the path with secure footing, the past
howled to me to stop. But its screams fell silent in the
face of divinity true essence of unconditional love.
I now walk the path where I am not alone. A path in which
I meet with great mentors and teachers that help me grow with
each step I take. Friendships help me to learn of the laughter and
love. Experiences that help me evolve into a better person every day,
in hopes to become that closer to my higher purpose.
I climbed up the mountain side, the path
unseen, clouded by anger and resentment.
Lies and fears society manipulated me to try
to keep me from the true path. Light shone
brightly at the top of the mountain urging me
forward.
Urging me to reach for the truth despite the
uncertain that brewed with my heart. I let
instinct take over and found that what was
one took effort now became effortless.
I was given a rope, a life line to the top,
but the climb seem never ending and at
times I thought I show the light dim as
doubt stirred beneath my breast.
Persistence keep me going until I reached
the top, I felt warmth and safe enveloped me.
I lay there with the embrace of this essences and
I knew that my journey was not over.
I rose to my feet and look before me at the beauty of
lush forest and amongst the tall ancient trees lay a path
that of twist and turns. I look over the edge of the
mountain to find myself staring into an abyss of
darkness.
A chasm of dark history that beckoned my back into its
embrace and it sang of victimhood and lifelessness.
Behind me was only desolation and death. Before me
stood a world of wonder and miracles, a voice called to me.
Beyond the woods spoke a voice of guidance and unity.
I stepped towards the path with secure footing, the past
howled to me to stop. But its screams fell silent in the
face of divinity true essence of unconditional love.
I now walk the path where I am not alone. A path in which
I meet with great mentors and teachers that help me grow with
each step I take. Friendships help me to learn of the laughter and
love. Experiences that help me evolve into a better person every day,
in hopes to become that closer to my higher purpose.
Freedom for Writing
Started the day the just right as I was able to get up somewhat early. I am still a bit exhausted but thanks to my protein shake I've got the energy I need to get my things done. Good News! Yesterday, I've registered for a free creative weeks course that last for seven weeks and I plan to take again in June. I am going to take every opportunity that I am given to improve my writing. I'll use the course to complete The Masquerade I am working on. Everything happens for a reason and I am glad that I took action with little hesitation on my part. I've only started lately to set intentions and I am glad that I've started because now I am seeing how useful they really are. Somehow those simply words 'I intend...' get things going a lot faster and without those words they is simply no motivation at all. Of course that is what I think. 
Sunday, April 03, 2011
Goals of the Week
- Focus on getting my manuscript polished
- Complete the writing project: The Masquerade
Saturday, April 02, 2011
Day 7
Julie LeBusque Lake
DAY 7: To maintain the energy and the vibrational shift you have had from playing this game, today the Universe is giving you $16000 to spend! Get into a 'good' feeling space before you spend it - have fun!!!
I spent in on a sing bowl, plants, herbs, new bed covers, a couple pieces of clothing, electrical blanket, writing supplies, chair, table for the computer, crystal skull, crystal healing necklaces, practice belly dance outfit, and Val Zdreo necklaces. And the rest if for personal hobbies supplies. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
DAY 7: To maintain the energy and the vibrational shift you have had from playing this game, today the Universe is giving you $16000 to spend! Get into a 'good' feeling space before you spend it - have fun!!!
I spent in on a sing bowl, plants, herbs, new bed covers, a couple pieces of clothing, electrical blanket, writing supplies, chair, table for the computer, crystal skull, crystal healing necklaces, practice belly dance outfit, and Val Zdreo necklaces. And the rest if for personal hobbies supplies. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
Friday, April 01, 2011
Day 6
Julie LeBusque Lake
DAY 6: sit and smile, feel the appreciation and gratitude, breathe it in and allow it to resonate through your being. Then breathe out the feeling into the universe. Today you have $15000 to spend- ENJOY xxx
I have paid off all my bills. With enough left over to take online classes and go on a retreat. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
DAY 6: sit and smile, feel the appreciation and gratitude, breathe it in and allow it to resonate through your being. Then breathe out the feeling into the universe. Today you have $15000 to spend- ENJOY xxx
I have paid off all my bills. With enough left over to take online classes and go on a retreat. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
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