Week 9 Day 62

Today was a rather smooth day, I got a lot things that I had put on hold due to the incoming of hours at both jobs.

I find myself more determined than ever before to experience things whether it getting my license or learning something new.

I am determined to move forward in life but not blind always guided by my bliss. What I want to do not what others tell me to do.

Week 9 Day 61

I had a wonderful morning everything was smooth sailing I had not compliments but right near the end when the day starts to wind down.

That's when it hits me, I find myself easily irritated by certain individuals and I am starting wondering where is all this coming from.

The good things that I actually noticed it but now what would it take to clear this up to have smooth sailing all day long even throughout the night?

Week 9 Day 60

The clearing technique are taking place more often than not that they are more commonplace now then when I first started doing them. It's odd when I don't do them. My body feels off.

Since I started experimenting with sleeping with energy circles under my bed a couple of things have happened. The time I do wake up with the asthma bothering me, I don't have that panic that arise with the inability to breath.

There is stillness beneath the laboring breath that my body is taking in, but I find that I can somehow think beneath it all.

When I first started with this circle I was using Womb beneath my bed but I found that I was dreaming of men every night and I had to tone it down a bit. :)

Week 9 Day 59

Since I have held off on the sessions as things have crept up that I find I need to take care of before moving on this path of transformation and healing.

Things have begun to happened that I can't quite explain for example, I find myself really static at times and it's not because I shuffle my feet.

I could be simple sitting at my desk, with my feet up and I touch something, "zap!" Sometimes when plugging electrical things into the wall, I'll see a discharge.

My reference point to time as people normal think of is starting to wash away with each moment. I am really starting to thing of time as a fantasy more than a reality. It's more of a marker for me, than an actually measure. More to come soon! I will keep you posted.

Week 9 Day 58

Imagine my surprise when I received a call from my one manager at my other job asking where I was.

I had no idea if I worked today at all, but I decided to get dress and work what remained of the shift.

With all the unexpected events, you guessed it I didn't have time to do any of my morning routine but even with that they every circle under my bed have been a big help.

Not only that but my dreams are become more vivid more fluid I guess you can say. It's been amazing experience.

Week 9 Day 57

There was a wonderful gathering at my job today as we saw off one of our co-workers as she went into retirement.

A wonderful, funny person who will be sorely missed. She hasn't been gone for 24 hours yet and you could already feel the big difference.

I went through all the my routine today but I didn't want to be thrown off my game when I got to the gathering today.

Although tears were shed, I was also cried myself but I was able to keep it together. We won't be seeing her everyday but she did say she'd stop by every so often to come and see us. I have begun to notice big changes around me and I see everyone moving towards there goals in life. But also that is a reflection of what I am doing inside as well. The outside is merely a reflection of what's going on inside.