Lost in Transition

Like the title reads, I have been lost in transition as I have experience my ups and downs some extreme ups and some extreme lows. I keep questioning, what could I bee missing?

Although I am better than I was before but I am still not where I want to be. It become an obsession.

What could I be doing differently about what I could be doing differently that will help manifest the life I want to create that something that is created for me.

I want to making the chooses to manifest that life I want not having someone hiding behind the curtain creating that life from me.

I know I will be creating that life with help but I want to be conscious enough to take action to create that life. In other words, I want to be actively creating that life I want to create.

So I decided to go back to basic, I have this notebook where I started to write down questions that come up although it isn't often because many of times when I have questions I am working and my notebook is tucked away in my purse.

Sometimes it get really busy when I am working so the questions I have drift away. When I do get the chance to sit down and write I can file at least one page back to back now mind you it a small notebook but it suits my needs perfectly.

I picked up tools from the past and joined them with the new tools that I have now. Not only that but everything I want to experience has a dollar sign attached to it so I decided to ask, what would it take to change that?

What would it take for me to find tools and techniques that have no dollar signs attached that will help make these changes?

So right at the moment I am going over two books I bought a long time ago, and I have changed my morning routine to just two hours of meditation about and I started to writing in my journal that I have title Change My Paradigms. I am watching Bob Proctor's videos and just following my intuition where it would lead.

I know it's been awhile but like I said before I was lost in the void for a bit. I am going to focus on changing those paradigms to move forward from the inside out and always watching where I am going in the process. I will let you know what happens.

Inner Retreat

Since I posted last, I decided to take sometime away from outward more towards inward as I felt myself falling apart at one point.

I started to read more books where I find my attention was going to. I have several books I've started which I haven't finished due to my work schedule but I find myself taking in a lot more information than before.

I've added meditation to my routine.When I add a meditation from Paul Santisi, I have noticed a big changed when I wake in the morning, I do it sometimes at night before bed, I find myself not thinking of anything.

It strange as I find the separateness from my body, there is a sensation of pulling a heavy weight. I don't realize that I have a body until I start to wake more fully. I have learned through this meditation that it helps to set me up for the day. I have yet to find the answer to the tiredness but I know I will find it.

I find that going down the stairs that lead me into the living room. I see them stretch and dip beneath my feet. I sometimes feel that I am not longer vibrating in this dimension and when I finally make it to the landing everything goes back to normal but I do miss that different vibration if felt different but it also felt wonderful.

More About the Law of Allowing

Wisdom Of The Hidden Realms Oracle Cards 

by Colette Baron-Reid

I was wondering about what is the talk about today. But I decided to talk about more about the law of allowing that I've had more experience with it today.

When I was out and about today, I've had some experience with the law of allowing since basically my understanding of that law is to allow everything in resisting nothing.

No matter what my perception of the situation may be, ‘good or bad.’ The fact of the matter is that it’s happening for me not to me.

The more experience I have that the law allowing the more it becomes second nature to me and I prefer to go with the flow, then resisted because there’s a lot of peace there, and a lot of calm and joy there.

With resistance, there’s always this push and pull. I would always get drained often with resistance and now it’s like I don’t know what resistance was. I’m unplugging from that habit every day in every way. The more I experience it, the more experience allowing or the state of allowing everything in resisting nothing. The more I want to experience it every day all day.

Taking A Moment

Good evening all! I'm taking a few moments now to let you know I am alive and well but a little wary at the same time. I've been really busy at work and the comings and goings are what's wearing me down. I still find it a challenge to get up in the morning as I'm so comfortable mornings, but it's only temporary as things will start to slow down soon. I am committed to posting daily as long as I don't have to get up early the next morning.

I'm going to talk a little bit about the Law of Allow, the more I think about that law of allowing the more it makes sense to me. I decided to put that law into effect. Once I started working more often. I'm noticing that I am not really getting irritated frustrated as much anymore because I am in the state of allowing everything in resisting nothing. The more proof. I see of the law allowing the more I'm in a state of allowing everything in resisting nothing.