Session 5 Week 7 Day 49

Within the last 48 hours, I've tried cried when I needed to cried, laughed when I needed to laugh and felt the way I wanted to feel about the re-homing process.

I started to ask myself questions about how would I know when the right family came along for my cat. How would I be able to choose from one of them if any. Would I really be able to hand her over to a shelter with the less than a week?

So I started looking on to see if there where any services available with the re-homing process. I found one and with the new technique I learned just I just sat with the energy for a bit so see energetically if this would work for me.

It all felt easy and effortless, I was merely going with the flow of things. I watched the video and I just felt at peace although I did shed a couple of tears because I am taking serious steps not only for me but my cat as well.

I've only just come to the realization that I will be saying goodbye to her soon, there is a fee for re-homing her but for her I am willing to see that she goes to a loving home and that she will be treated the way she deserves to be treated as a thankful for all the wonderful years she has given me. Let's see where this takes us both.

Session 5 Week 7 Day 48

Today was another session with coach and practitioner, we looked at the physical was going on to manifest everything that has been happening lately.

And its been brought to my attention that I am must now look at re-homing one of my cats. At the moment, it does hurt as I've had her for several years now but I know I am doing what's best for both of us.

I can no longer keep her as she is telling me with everything has been happening lately that her time with me is over and it's time for to move and expand.

I will grieve during the next couple of days more about the habit of being with her and now I need to start attracting the loving family and the new home she will go to because that how I want to see off to.

Is a loving home, a family who will adore her for the rest of her days and place where she can grow and expand herself.

Session 5 Week 7 Day 47

As I started my clearing shortly after couple of exercises I did from the Karmic Healing. I noticed this waves of light on the inside of my eyelids.

I've noticed sparks of light beneath in the same place only I thought it was due to the light from the cars outside.

Once I moved upside into the attic, light doesn't get in that easier from outside.

Yes even I can doubt sometime because that is how society conditions you to be a skeptic. They want you to believe that if you don't see it, it doesn't exist and yet there are things in this world that continue to be unexplained.

I have read somewhere that these lights are signs of enlightenment and how close I am to reaching it. I remember I spent the first year on this journey just meditating any chance I got. Then from one day to the next I stopped completely. Although my body never really forgot how much it enjoyed meditating daily and we kinda just picked up where we left off.

Session 4 Week 7 Day 46

Everyday in every where everything keeps getting better and better. I am learning more about my body's signs for cords.

Today I've had a couple of hints throughout the day but I noticed that when I focus on what I am doing the day just zips by.

In morning it lags just a little bit, but it shortly picks after I go to lunch, things just zip by. That and there isn't a lot of movement in the morning either.

Although I know that cords attach themselves to everyone, and those who know how to protect themselves still get some that squeak pass them, but I find that my defense are low and I am getting more cords that I thought. I discovered due to my physical affecting my energetic it weakness my field leaving me vulnerable to anything and everything out there.

Now that I have shield so light on this challenge while I attract those things that will keep my physical strong and fit, I'll continue to work on my energy fields.

Session 4 Week 7 Day 45

I had a very fulfilling days as I completely many if not all the tasks I wanted to because I set the intention to do so.

Everything went really smoothly, I guess you can say I spent majority of the time in a comfortable retreat mindset just enjoying the day to myself.

I have noticed that the techniques are becoming that much easier to do so much so that I wrote an outline of it just to have something to guide me. It's not set in stone of course, everything is subject to change.

Session 4 Week 7 Day 44

Today was a day of days as I've encountered a lot of people while working at the new store. I noticed the different types of intensities when it comes to the cords. 

The asthma also knocked me for a loop to today although I didn't need to take my machine all that much but I ended using my rescue inhaler a few times today. 

Yesterday, I started reading a book on Karmic Healing and I plan to put what I have learned with the clearing techniques into action with this as well to see where this will take me. 

I am no longer able to function at the level that I am now and I am looking to releasing, healing all this going on now. That and I am really looking forward to learning about these new technique that I've read about in the book. 

Session 4 Week 7 Day 43

Another smooth, effortless day. Everything was really quiet although the mind chattered picked up the moment I got to work but that dulled down when there was no one in the store.

I have only been experience physical exhaustion lately. That is a big different to the mental, emotional, physical exhaustion I was experience a couple weeks prior to this. I no longer drag my feet. Oh happy day!

I have discover also that when cords attach themselves to me, I don't experience intense pain with all of them. Some are gentle like a breeze others are like punch to the stomach for lack of a better description.  Lately, since I've changed to way I started to do these technique. I have noticed that with my air current pattern exercise I am started to perceived the motion and the cool breeze of the pattern.

Each experience is different than the last not only that the information I received for all this has been invaluable.