Storm of Dislike

Lately I have been noticing that when I come home from certain places, this wave of dislike hits me reminding me of the time while I was in an emotion support class while in high school. I would go there find in the morning but would return with a sour attitude and really not like myself.

And this was several years ago, but I realized that light was being shined on this situation because I merely ran away from that situation and now I am being faced with this situation again only it feels that much stronger than it was then.

So now I am more determined than ever before to learn from this situation and master my life because I am in control of my life now more than ever. Since realizing what has been happening I have been using Paul Santisi Parallel Dimension meditation every night before going to bed which has been a big help.

This just goes to show that even I have ups and downs sometimes I hit rock bottom. It doesn't take me that long to climb out after I have calmed the sea of raging emotions that at time overwhelms me that I am unable to think clearly at time.

Once I have calmed down enough to begin to ask questions. I received answers shortly after. I start to look for tools and technique that will help me to master and dispel that control this situation has over me.

Insightful Day

It’s been a while since I've actually posted anything but that’s within reason as I found myself swamped with work, too much work too soon. I had a lot of ups and downs. Some ups are really good and some downs are really bad. That’s the best way to know how to describe them anyhow.I found myself really irritated today because of the words that were spoken to me in a certain location and at a certain time mind you.

It was more the vibration of the words that I think like in the words themselves because of the phrase that continues to repeat in my head over and over like cassette tape that was stuck repeating the same song over and over and over again.

It’s been a while since I actually felt like this, felt the aggravation, frustration, and simply bogged down by negative frequencies from certain individuals. I find myself surprised by my reaction. And I realize it’s a reaction because lately I've been proactive instead of reactive. I didn't feel too good either.

So I think you’re contemplating what’s going, why do I feel the way I feel and how do I go about changing. The thing is to acknowledge what you’re feeling and not hiding on the carpet because you can do something about it when you shed more light on it.

Same thing goes with complaining, since I decided not to avoid complaining I just do no way that’s beneficial and I listen to what I’m complaining about so that way I can have some clues to what I need to change. 

I consider every bump in the road an excellent opportunity to learn all that I can so that way I can be at the top of my game all the time every day all day. Because it feels good to be there, to be proactive instead of reactive and I’m much more prefer it that way.

So shortly after I finish writing this I’m going to sit myself down to a couple meditations, go through some cord cutting exercises and really start to put my energetic tools more to use on the days that I know that our encounter certain people that will have a negative attitude and or frequency.

Spirit Science

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Synergistic Experience

I am amazed at this synergistic experience I just had today. I was thinking about an old friend that I had and spoke to when a long time. I was also thinking about where my next income was can come from. Suddenly this friend calls and we start talking for a while he tell me what was going on, I told him what was going on.

And he told me that he was working at Amazon again, so he suggested that I apply their for the packing or the picking department. Who would've thought that out of all the techniques that I was using today this would show up in my life right here right now.

It simply goes to show, that the universe is always providing for you and that if you stay open to it you will receive the answers to your questions. It is simply the universe showing you proof that it is providing for you.

I am looking forward to writing more about the proof the universe provides for you and the more you notice the more you will seek.

A Look Into A Conscious Journey

Since beginning with Prosper, I have noticed a lot of changes. I've started to use the check in with self technique even though I started it yesterday. I am seeing amazing results. It is keep me from rummaging on things and it nips things in the bud before they can grow and make of mess of things.

Now what am I talking? Well I am talking about e-motions or energies in motion. These e-motions have been causing me to have a great bit of challenges not saying there is anything wrong with challenges. I am talking about unnecessary ones that where created because I did know any different but now I do.

Not only that but I have come to realized that everything I have learn up to this point, I don't implicate it. Why? Because of the concept the grass is greener on the other side, instead of 'eating the grass that is in front of me,' I keep looking for something taster and in the end I don't eat which leads me to be hungry. This hunger that I am observing comes from the lack of action to make things better than what they are by the using of these tools.

Now instead of lamenting what I haven't done, I acknowledge what I haven't done. Thank it because I noticed that the Ego gets very quiet when you thank it because it's the one that started this to big with but it does take two to tango so. If I hadn't listen to it, I won't be where I am now. I acknowledge that fact that I haven't implicate what I have learned and begin to implicate that's all.

I have begun to noticed more often that not that I am not feeling anything at all sometimes. I am closer to reach that flat line as some people call it where I can choose what I am feeling and what I am thinking about. And this is where the magic begins because once you have control over you thoughts and feelings, you are able to fly I guess you can say to reach your dreams that you once thought were our of your reach.

Dr. David Hawkins Map of Consciousness

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