Energy Update: Ascension 2015 - Matt Kahn/TrueDivineNature.com

A Way Out of Pain - Matt Kahn/TrueDivineNature.com

 This video help me out big time and it made a lot of sense too along with giving my tools that I can use when I am being bombarded with other energies.

Understanding the Ego - Matt Kahn/TrueDivineNature.com

Digging Deep

That's right, what I have avoid this whole time has come back to stare at me in the face so I decided no more running.

What's the worst that could happen? I finished reading the Tapping Into Wealth and went through the chakra tapping as well which I still do when I am moved to do so.

I have started to do a lot more tapping but it isn't just the tapping but also I am determined to make the changes necessary to get where I am going in life.

I am done living this mediocre life. The first things that came up for me was being bullied in my younger years and since tapping on it, the sting has been removed.

It's merely a gray and white picture now all the energy that was behind it has diminished a lot and I only did one round of tapping.

But I have a learned a great deal about myself since starting down on this path. I've done a great deal of shifting and moving through a lot of energy that no longer serves me and my highest good.

Happy Thanksgiving!

I hope everyone had has a wonderful Thanksgiving. I am dropping in now to report that I have started to write more than a few papers for a story. And how did this all come about? 

Come in closer for it's a secret. I have been reinforcing my desire to change from the outside in and I have been doing so with EFT aka Tapping. 

But what really made this all come about? What were the steps that I took that help me move this far along? 

Well one day I was feeling really despondent and hating everything around me. I knew how it was before when I started down this path after a big revelation at 22 which really opened my eyes that I had to make a change or I was going to end up bitter for the rest of my life. I didn’t want that. 

So I asked myself, what I did than, this can’t be all there is to life. What can be done to change this? A while later as I distracted myself with videos on Youtube, one of Bob Proctors videos popped up and it reminded that no matter what I do if I don’t change my paradigm I can’t change my outer reality. 

Ever since that day, I have made a commit to myself no matter how I do I am going to change my paradigm. Since that moment, I have been having videos and books mostly popping up for to either tap along with or read to expand my awareness more to better understand what paradigms are. And what I can do to change them. 

But I know that it’s the desire to make those changes that are helping to make all this shifts that has happened only in a matter of months and if also helps to go with the flow. I meditate when I am moved to. I tap with I am moved to. 

Do things only when you are moved to do them. I have learned this great lesson while I am going through all this shifts and I know more will comes as I have started to work on my money paradigm which has really opened my eyes to surprises that have keep me from earning more money. 

Now those blocks feel more like a dream and I am really surprise that I believe such nonsense at one point but you’ll surprise yourself with what you pick up around and you don’t really realize it up you start to do work like this. But you got to commit no matter what and follow through or it won’t work. 

I am not going to say I am not scared of what could happen to me after all this has been released but I have this phrase in a movie and I swear by it, how do you know what you’ll become if you don’t become it. 

The unknown can be frighten I’ve got to admit that it has scared me off on more than one occasion but I am slowly realizing that the more  you expose the unknown the less frightening it can be to you. 

Fear is merely an alarm system that lets you know that you are pushing through you comfort zone and I couldn’t have said it better than Neale Donald Walsch has when he said, “Life begins at the end of your comfort zone.”

You never know what you can do unless you start to push your limits because if you don't I have learned you are only hurting yourself by remain small. Life is big why can't you be too? 

Lost in Transition

Like the title reads, I have been lost in transition as I have experience my ups and downs some extreme ups and some extreme lows. I keep questioning, what could I bee missing?

Although I am better than I was before but I am still not where I want to be. It become an obsession.

What could I be doing differently about what I could be doing differently that will help manifest the life I want to create that something that is created for me.

I want to making the chooses to manifest that life I want not having someone hiding behind the curtain creating that life from me.

I know I will be creating that life with help but I want to be conscious enough to take action to create that life. In other words, I want to be actively creating that life I want to create.

So I decided to go back to basic, I have this notebook where I started to write down questions that come up although it isn't often because many of times when I have questions I am working and my notebook is tucked away in my purse.

Sometimes it get really busy when I am working so the questions I have drift away. When I do get the chance to sit down and write I can file at least one page back to back now mind you it a small notebook but it suits my needs perfectly.

I picked up tools from the past and joined them with the new tools that I have now. Not only that but everything I want to experience has a dollar sign attached to it so I decided to ask, what would it take to change that?

What would it take for me to find tools and techniques that have no dollar signs attached that will help make these changes?

So right at the moment I am going over two books I bought a long time ago, and I have changed my morning routine to just two hours of meditation about and I started to writing in my journal that I have title Change My Paradigms. I am watching Bob Proctor's videos and just following my intuition where it would lead.

I know it's been awhile but like I said before I was lost in the void for a bit. I am going to focus on changing those paradigms to move forward from the inside out and always watching where I am going in the process. I will let you know what happens.

Legacy From the Stars by Dolores Cannon

Legacy From the Stars
Dolores Cannon
Copyrighted 1996, 2010, 2011
New Age/Extraterrestrials

"I have been told that we will never truly travel in space, and be allowed to enter the confederation of then other worlds, until we decide to grow up and leave violence and hate behind us. There is no place for such behavior in the councils of planets and solar system."

Another book from the Dolores Cannon collection that helps to clear things up in why haven't we been able to contact any other lifeforms out there in space and that although we think we might be alone because we haven't been contact doesn't make it true.

The author's purpose in writing this book is to let us know that yes we aren't alone in the Universe and that there is other life out there. We have been visited often throughout time.

We just need to be less narrow minded about these kinds of things. Each chapter was rich with history of the unknown and when I started to think it was far fetched, I remember someone saying that much of our history is up for grabs so why couldn't the stories told here be true?

I learned something interested when reading this book, this is maybe the only planet that lack what the Universe has in overabundance and that one things is love. Every time I looked at the cover of this book it remains me of the harmony that Universe is expect for us.

I started to question, what would it be like to be in harmony? What would it be like to live in peace with the planet and everyone on it? What would that really feel like? What would it be like if there was no limitation? If you have these questions, this book is for you.

The Winner's Attitude By Jeff Gee & Val Gee

The Winner's Attitude
Jeff Gee & Val Gee
Copyrighted 2006
Communications

Jeff & Val Gee's goal in writing The Winner's Attitude was to help the reader tailor their approach to every situation and connect to everyone which will turn each outcome in favor of everyone involved.

The Gees's argument is logical in their approach to the situations in this book and they exercises to help with each of those scenarios. Each page is rich with information and has really helped me out in ways that I can't begin to describe here.

The books is definitely a keeper and deserve a spot on anyone shelf who is looking to improve their customer services in any shape or form.

"Switch is the twenty-first century upgrade  for every evolving human being. It helps develop new pathways in the brain so you can create patterns of behavior that promote love, acceptance, peace, joy, and happiness."

I loved all the exercises, but it ended a little to soon for my taste though. They have another book called Super Service which I plan to add to my reference library I have been building up for the past couple of years.

My impressions of this book were very insightful, the tools and technique I took away from this book with a little practice I can integrate them to my every day life to make this less stressful for me in the long run.

Conversations with Nostradamus Volume 3 By Dolores Cannon

Conversations with Nostradamus Volume 3
Dolores Cannon
Copyright 1992, 1994

"Well, this is his observation for a long time ago to now. He says it is very sad because if were not doing anything feeling bad about it, the hopelessness of the situation is compounded... He says nothing is accomplished without individual human effort, which coalesces into group effort, and then action truly takes place. To give up is the worst thing that can happen to our world... He says it's essential while we are alive to do whatever we feel is a positive helpful step. To actually do it. Whatever it is."

Dolores Cannon's purpose was to translate all of Nostradamus his quatrains but she didn't only go beyond the call of duty. She gave us a glimpse of this great man's life that was otherwise shrouded in mystery.

Not only did she excelled in her purpose, but also Nostradamus had a couple words of his own to say to our present day which has been very helpful to me at least and anyone who is listening with an open heart and open-minded.

"The probable future as he sees it this men continues to think in the most despairing way. It doesn't do any harm to present these probabilities to people unless they think that is the way it will be because that's what they then focus on. They must be given the reason for changing their thoughts and behaviors, and something to change their thoughts and behaviors to that is positive and uplifting."

Since reading the first two volumes, I know many readers begin to wonder what can I possibly do to change the outcome of what Nostradamus has seen in his decisions. And in volume 3, he gives you the answer, "Think totally the opposite of those awful things, and you give power to the best, the greatest, and what most people call 'God.'"

There is still light at the end of the tunnel ladies and gentlemen. And he himself is telling us, Nostradamus cares what happens it's the reason why he wrote his quatrains in the first place. Both the author and Nostradamus make a logical argument in that we have the power to change our futures and nothing is set in stone.

My favorite part of the book would have to be when he starts talking about alien life in his quatrains. It came as a complete surprise to me but it was a very welcome surprise. Even this great man knew that there is other life out there, and yet with all our technology today there still some people who are unwilling to admit that fact because they have not seen it.

What I like most about the book is how she brought together all these people who knew nothing about her previous volumes and yet gave the same information. What I like least about the book is that it took me so long to finish reading it.

The lasting impressions that I take with me, a man several centuries ahead of his time caring so much for the future that he wrote down his visions in such a way that it made it impossible for his time to decipher. That they survived the test of time so that way someone today could translate them. That someone was, Dolores Cannon, who made it her purpose to translate them and bring them into the public's awareness. I learned that even Nostradamus knew the power of thoughts, beliefs and actions. Not just any action positive and uplifting action.

Here's another quote from the book, "Nostradamus believe that thought was an extremely powerful force that has never been fully utilized. The use of thought can be directed to draw to it that which is desired. Nostradamus believe that if humanity knew the results of their actions, then their combined thoughts could produce a powerful force that could counteract the worst of the future is he saw, and turn our path into a more peaceful alternative."

I would highly recommend this book because the more people know about what's to come, the better we are able to change that future to a more positive outcome. It bares to mind that nobody wants to see these visions come to life so I advise everyone to work on your thoughts, think about what would you want to see happen instead of what you don't want to see happen.

Legend of Starcrash by Dolores Cannon

The Legend of Starcrash
Dolores Cannon
Copyrighted 1994, 2006, 2010, 2011, 2013
New Age/ Extraterrestrial

Dolores Cannon's purpose in writing this book was to bring the reader's attention to that fact that even our history isn't set in stone, that there are still things that we don't know that has happened in our past.

"It is possible there legends were genuine, but they would have had survived orally through many years of persecution, annihilation, prejudice, separation and relocation."

This book follows the life of Tuin a hunter, who lived in a community in the Alaska Canada region where everyone has a position to fill and without that person the whole community would fall.

Her research shown that there were over 300 languages spoken at that time but due to the Europeans and Spaniards coming ashore whole civilizations were lost to disease of suppression. To survive, they had to blend into other tribes and their stories of old where lost to time and tyranny.

It also makes sense that we haven't been contact by beings outside of our solar system, look what has happen to the tribes that lived here, they were stomped out due to ignorance and fear. All those stories lost because they didn't fit with those that came to their shores.

The last impression that I got from this book is that it's to observe those who are different because you have never seen the likes of them before and if possible interact with those who are different and if and only if they prove to be hostile then take action but otherwise learn to live and adapt to those who are different than you. I recommend this book to anyone who isn't afraid to delve into the unknown and who willing to release the fear of the unknown.

Living In The Heart by Drunvalo Melchizedek

Living In The Heart
Drunvalo Melchizedek
Copyrighted 2003
Body, Mind & Spirit / Ancient Mysteries & Controversial Knowledge / Inspiration & Personal Growth / New Thought

Drunvalo Melchizedek's purpose is writing this book was to keep write less words to the convey the meaning and keep the integrity of the essence of experience.

Although the chapters were short than what I am use to, it was rich with experiences of what happens when you move into that scared space within your heart space.

His argument is logical as it was based not only on his personal experience but also the experiences on those he has worked with during his workshops.

The author keep me interested with his simple word but they were powerful none the less and he even added a CD with meditations that while help you on your quest of reaching your heart space.

"Before I begin, please understand that your experience and mine may be completely different and outwardly may even seem to have absolutely nothing in common. Though there are many correlations between any two people, like snowflakes, each person is unique. So please, don't set up expectations. The more you enter the heart like a child with open eyes and senses, the easier and more direct your experiences will be. I am telling you about other experiences simply so you can use them as a reference, not as 'law.'"

My favorite part of the book would have to chapter 6 where they have extra exercises to help enhancing your heart space experience or at the very less makes if easier. Chapter 9 also talks about creation from the heart and mind which I found very interesting and very informative.

My impression doesn't only come from this book but also from my experience of entering my heart space. Since I don't really expect much when I sit down to do this meditation that they scene from within my heart keeps changing only lately has it remain the same.

From this book, I take with me to stop comparing my progress with out people that we each progress in the best way vibration that we match which at the time. I recommend this book to anyone who is will to take those courage steps to visit their heart space but I can guarantee you wouldn't be the same again.

Keepers of the Garden By Dolores Cannon

Keepers of the Garden
Dolores Cannon
Copyrighted 1993, 1995, 2002, 2008, 2009, 2010, 2011, 2012, 2013
New Age/UFO

"Why do they portray us in this manner? This only instills more fear in already fearful world. We are not like that, we have shown this to you.

"Please tell the world who we really are, their brothers, their guardians and their protectors from the stars. We do not need to take over this planet with violence. It is already ours, it always have been. We have been here since the beginning-caring and nurturing.

"Now we are trying to keep you from destroying this planet. Because this planet was given free will above all else in its life charter, you must be allowed to make your own decisions. But we cannot sit idly by and watch our family annihilate itself and its home. The infusion of new blood was the only answer. If the earth influences are not too strong, we shall not fail. We will accomplish our goals, not of taking over the planet, but of saving it."

This quote is the perfect opening to start this book review as it really stood out to me. Dolores Cannon has once again achieve her purpose showing everyone that not everything is what it appears to be at first and if you look deeper you will find the truth beneath all the falsehood.

Those who are ready for the knowledge it is there for them to choose to believe or the reader can choose to dis-believe it. She leaves the final opinion up to the reader, she also encourages them to not take her word for it but do their on research on the subject.

Whether she makes a logical argument or not in this book, every page had a plethora of rich and colorful information. She had me on the edge of my seat as I've always wonder what those beings from space are like.

Are they really what is seen on TV or they more than what other preceded of them to be because they can't begin to understand beings from other worlds. But also I found similar in my real life as the author had with her client when I first started to read this book, I found all sorts of interruption whether extra shifts at work or even things I found more important than to finished reading this book.

I discovered I wasn't mental ready for what was going to revealed in this book like the author herself found that she had to wait to get the answers to certain questions and satiate her curiosity. Until I decided that enough was enough and that I was going to finished this book no matter what and I did. I am so very glad that I did.

The cover of the book itself inspired a peace to it that really lead to the purpose the author accomplished with writing this book. I loved everything about this book, the only thing is the fear of learning about the unknown that I didn't like which keep me from finishing the book.

The lasting impression that will stay with me will be how wild the imagination of people about things beyond our atmosphere and sometimes it that very imagination that can cause fear sometimes but sometimes that imagination can help people to see what it can be like to live in space. What type of beings can be living in that void of space? It's nice to know that we aren't alone and that they are here to help us not harm us.

I would highly recommend this book to anyone with an open mind and open heart, those who willing to read through the book before expressing their opinion of what they took away from this book.

D: I think this is what scientists are looking for; something the can communicate with.
P: There are planets which are far below this planet in evolution. The intent of scientists at this point is merely to grasp anything that would be considered proof of other existences. However, this is somewhat...I hate to say ludicrous, but it's sad state of affairs when you consider the condition of this planet at this time. Better, far better to try to learn to communicate with each other on the planet, than to try and take on the added burden of learning an alien culture. pg. 52-53

Perception

Since I complete the Unlock Your Abundance Matrix about a week ago, I have noticed that everything that triggers me I become instantly aware of them.

I go through the processes some days are better than others as I found myself exhausted after doing the clearings. But I realized now that it just my body telling me it's time to rest while the processing tools clean house.

I also noticed I am going on three months for the Magnetic Pills that I have been taking and they have worked wonders as I barely forget things anymore and if I do it's only briefly.


I got my mom to started taking them as well and her response to it was different as I remember the first couple of weeks I started taking them. I would get a bit dizzy at times.

I am still young and I don't have that my dis-ease running through me but my mom on the other has responded differently as her body needs it the most so she didn't have that dizziness that I experienced.

I taught it would better to start now then to start at the time when the dis-ease shows if at all but my body is thankful for the extra boost it gets from this pill.

I am learning a great deal about myself lately since the program end and I started combining tools and skills together to help keep me moving at a steady pace of evolution, expansion, growth and knowledge.

Shifts and Transformations

Surprise! Surprise! Surprise! I am back for a long absence and I am looking forward to let my readers know what has been going on. Since the last time I posted, I register for the Unlock Your Abundance Matrix program. 

I've dream so long since I've first heard about this program but now it almost seem surreal that I am finally in this program taking advantage of every single moment of this. 

I am in day eleven of Unlock Your Abundance Matrix and I am having a really good time with it. I am learning to simple notice what comes up for me and going through the process to help harmonize to release then to transform into something that is beneficial and serves my highest good. Every time I run the holographic tools, I feel that I continue to get lighter and lighter energetically. 

From the moment I started with this program, I began to notice that may thing that I've done were to keep me in the old patterns and beliefs of being but I put my foot down and decided that enough was enough. I have been working two jobs since the last time I posted anything here. 

I began to perceptive things at one of the work places, every time I would get there I would get drained. It became lifeless. I enjoyed the people I worked with but the management wasn't what I expected it to be. 

The atmosphere became toxic and fast, everything went into a downward spiral. To make this simpler I wasn't happy there anymore and it was time for a shift so I decided to continue my education and move forward to create a better life for myself and those around me. 

About a month

It's been about a month since I started take the Magnetic pills and they have done a world of help for me. I've been to silence the clatter that goes in my mind. I am down to only a couple left and sent out for more and I am looking forward to what happens in my second month.

I am starting to see the change from inside out as everything around is appearing different. I am noticing see things that I didn't before and I am seeing the warning alarms early on and I am acting on changing those things that are no longer working for.

I have started to be the changes I want to see in myself and the outside is starting to reflect what is going on the inside. I've started to realize when I start to stray off the path in the past or when I start to think of the future but I check myself and return to the present moment. I do have my ups and downs but its not as often now then it was before I start down this path to experience abundance and health in all aspects of my life.

Awareness: Shedding Light in Aspects of My Life

Spirit Science

Since putting my foot down a couple of weeks ago about doing something to change how things are turning out, I have begun to notice things that I didn't before.

From the simple of things like light reflection off pollen floating in the air to the complex designs in sacred geometry.

Spirit Science was the starting of it all as it opened me eyes to other things that I didn't know. And from there new avenues opened up to me that I didn't think possible prior to.

It was a really eye opener along with consistent meditation and choosing to have time to get all my things due which help me to make it through the day.

I have discovered that had take 'me' time for granted before but now I am grateful every time I get a chance to have 'me' time. I know the day will come that I will have more 'me' time and do the things I want to do instead of doing things I don't want to do.

I am on day 15 when it comes to the Magnetic Pill, the dizzy spells are all but gone and I am started to feel the effects of the supplement now more than every before. I haven't hit a full month yet so I don't know how it will turn out than as it take about 30 days for the pill to actually take hold and start to effect someone but the effects I've felt are small but I am enjoying every minute of it.

I highly recommend the Magnetic Pill and the Paul Santisi meditation because both have help me to grow, evolve and learn. More soon.

Magnetic Pill Day 6

I started taking the Magnetic pill this past Monday although it's only been a six day I am started to noticed a big difference already. I am have some dizzy spells here and there I believe it's because of the nutrition in this particular pill as well as I am taking other vitamins along with this one.

I can say much for those people who it doesn't work for but I think its more the approach that individuals has when they start taking it, their expectations are to high.

Mine where merely looking for something will give me a little bit of everything for my overall well being and it was my curiosity that has me wondering where this will lead me. It's a little early to think about what will happen in the future as the future shall remain there but I am more present now than ever before.

I have noticed that I am reading and comprehension has improve that and so has how fast I read something. I am definitely going to put it to the test tomorrow in the morning. I do have to say for people trying this for the first time it's strong so be gentle with yourself when you take it.

Storm of Dislike

Lately I have been noticing that when I come home from certain places, this wave of dislike hits me reminding me of the time while I was in an emotion support class while in high school. I would go there find in the morning but would return with a sour attitude and really not like myself.

And this was several years ago, but I realized that light was being shined on this situation because I merely ran away from that situation and now I am being faced with this situation again only it feels that much stronger than it was then.

So now I am more determined than ever before to learn from this situation and master my life because I am in control of my life now more than ever. Since realizing what has been happening I have been using Paul Santisi Parallel Dimension meditation every night before going to bed which has been a big help.

This just goes to show that even I have ups and downs sometimes I hit rock bottom. It doesn't take me that long to climb out after I have calmed the sea of raging emotions that at time overwhelms me that I am unable to think clearly at time.

Once I have calmed down enough to begin to ask questions. I received answers shortly after. I start to look for tools and technique that will help me to master and dispel that control this situation has over me.

Insightful Day

It’s been a while since I've actually posted anything but that’s within reason as I found myself swamped with work, too much work too soon. I had a lot of ups and downs. Some ups are really good and some downs are really bad. That’s the best way to know how to describe them anyhow.I found myself really irritated today because of the words that were spoken to me in a certain location and at a certain time mind you.

It was more the vibration of the words that I think like in the words themselves because of the phrase that continues to repeat in my head over and over like cassette tape that was stuck repeating the same song over and over and over again.

It’s been a while since I actually felt like this, felt the aggravation, frustration, and simply bogged down by negative frequencies from certain individuals. I find myself surprised by my reaction. And I realize it’s a reaction because lately I've been proactive instead of reactive. I didn't feel too good either.

So I think you’re contemplating what’s going, why do I feel the way I feel and how do I go about changing. The thing is to acknowledge what you’re feeling and not hiding on the carpet because you can do something about it when you shed more light on it.

Same thing goes with complaining, since I decided not to avoid complaining I just do no way that’s beneficial and I listen to what I’m complaining about so that way I can have some clues to what I need to change. 

I consider every bump in the road an excellent opportunity to learn all that I can so that way I can be at the top of my game all the time every day all day. Because it feels good to be there, to be proactive instead of reactive and I’m much more prefer it that way.

So shortly after I finish writing this I’m going to sit myself down to a couple meditations, go through some cord cutting exercises and really start to put my energetic tools more to use on the days that I know that our encounter certain people that will have a negative attitude and or frequency.

A Swirl of Up and Down Emotions

Since posting last, I have been going through a series of emotion from extreme exhaustion to irritation. I have been working a lot of hours. It's something I am not use.

Another thing is that lack of agreement on the decision among the people I work with. It's got me going up and down.

But since I've had this couple of days to myself, I've had to really take a look at what I have been doing lately since I've started to work two jobs.

I find that I am being affected more and more everyday as I am more exposed to the energies outside now than when I was barely out there before.

I find that this is a learning experience as I am learning to be more grounded and strength my shields to protected me from being drained or hooked by cords.

Response from Love

Setting Boundaries - What Percentage are you Getting?

Inner Retreat

Since I posted last, I decided to take sometime away from outward more towards inward as I felt myself falling apart at one point.

I started to read more books where I find my attention was going to. I have several books I've started which I haven't finished due to my work schedule but I find myself taking in a lot more information than before.

I've added meditation to my routine.When I add a meditation from Paul Santisi, I have noticed a big changed when I wake in the morning, I do it sometimes at night before bed, I find myself not thinking of anything.

It strange as I find the separateness from my body, there is a sensation of pulling a heavy weight. I don't realize that I have a body until I start to wake more fully. I have learned through this meditation that it helps to set me up for the day. I have yet to find the answer to the tiredness but I know I will find it.

I find that going down the stairs that lead me into the living room. I see them stretch and dip beneath my feet. I sometimes feel that I am not longer vibrating in this dimension and when I finally make it to the landing everything goes back to normal but I do miss that different vibration if felt different but it also felt wonderful.

Raising your Frequency & Signs that your Vibration is Shifting!

GUIDED MEDITATION Remove Negative Blocks Automatically Quiet The Mind Like NEVER BEFORE Paul Santisi

Spirit Science

The Custodians: Beyond Abduction By Dolores Cannon

The Custodians: Beyond Abduction
Dolores Cannon
Copyrighted 1999, 2001, 2008, 2009, 2010, 2012, 2013
New Age/UFO

Dolores Cannon's purpose in writing book was to open people minds to the endless possibilities of life out there beyond the stars. This purpose was very prominent through the book not only that but she also states not to take her word for it but to do your own research into the study.

It was logical in a sense that she covered all her bases and she got answers to many questions that public has always asked and no one had the answers until now.

This whole subject has always interested me as I've had questions of my own about what life was like beyond our solar system. I got a lot of my questions answered when I read through this book. Questions like, what type of life is out there? What do they look like? How do they live? Are there always around us?

Ironically enough normally I would be devouring books in a couple of days but with this books it took me about a month to finish it. I found myself taking baby steps just like the author has done during the time she was also gathering information about this subject.

Favorite quote from book: "Once they think that something is possible, theirs minds will then be free to explore and travel down unknown and strange pathways."

What I liked most about that book is all the different type of beings she encountered through her clients. There really isn't anything that I didn't like about book expect that time in which it took me to finish it. The last impression I take away from this book will be the awe and wonder of what else lays beyond our planet Earth, what other life is out there and will we be ready to meet them?

The book opened up for me the unlimited possibilities out there for a lot things. I didn't learn anything new from this book but it did confirm what I already knew was true, that we aren't alone in this Universe. The cover itself really drew the attention from passerby and people riding the bus.

I would hearty recommend this book to anyone who is curious about what lays beyond that which societies don't want us to know about. Open up and see for yourself. Take that fear of the unknown and use it to learn more because with knowledge comes a new sense of wonder and curiosity.

Week 10 Day 64

Time spend to move quickly as I keep myself busy between doing a little bit here and there. The morning routine I have setup is really making a big difference.

Especially with the new cord cutting meditation that I put in there. It's been a big help and then I follow that up with the clearing techniques I've learned.

I am noticed that every little bit helps but I have noticed that in morning it's still a bit of a challenge for me to get up but I am working through it little by little.

Week 9 Day 62

Today was a rather smooth day, I got a lot things that I had put on hold due to the incoming of hours at both jobs.

I find myself more determined than ever before to experience things whether it getting my license or learning something new.

I am determined to move forward in life but not blind always guided by my bliss. What I want to do not what others tell me to do.

Week 9 Day 61

I had a wonderful morning everything was smooth sailing I had not compliments but right near the end when the day starts to wind down.

That's when it hits me, I find myself easily irritated by certain individuals and I am starting wondering where is all this coming from.

The good things that I actually noticed it but now what would it take to clear this up to have smooth sailing all day long even throughout the night?

Week 9 Day 60

The clearing technique are taking place more often than not that they are more commonplace now then when I first started doing them. It's odd when I don't do them. My body feels off.

Since I started experimenting with sleeping with energy circles under my bed a couple of things have happened. The time I do wake up with the asthma bothering me, I don't have that panic that arise with the inability to breath.

There is stillness beneath the laboring breath that my body is taking in, but I find that I can somehow think beneath it all.

When I first started with this circle I was using Womb beneath my bed but I found that I was dreaming of men every night and I had to tone it down a bit. :)

Week 9 Day 59

Since I have held off on the sessions as things have crept up that I find I need to take care of before moving on this path of transformation and healing.

Things have begun to happened that I can't quite explain for example, I find myself really static at times and it's not because I shuffle my feet.

I could be simple sitting at my desk, with my feet up and I touch something, "zap!" Sometimes when plugging electrical things into the wall, I'll see a discharge.

My reference point to time as people normal think of is starting to wash away with each moment. I am really starting to thing of time as a fantasy more than a reality. It's more of a marker for me, than an actually measure. More to come soon! I will keep you posted.

Week 9 Day 58

Imagine my surprise when I received a call from my one manager at my other job asking where I was.

I had no idea if I worked today at all, but I decided to get dress and work what remained of the shift.

With all the unexpected events, you guessed it I didn't have time to do any of my morning routine but even with that they every circle under my bed have been a big help.

Not only that but my dreams are become more vivid more fluid I guess you can say. It's been amazing experience.

Week 9 Day 57

There was a wonderful gathering at my job today as we saw off one of our co-workers as she went into retirement.

A wonderful, funny person who will be sorely missed. She hasn't been gone for 24 hours yet and you could already feel the big difference.

I went through all the my routine today but I didn't want to be thrown off my game when I got to the gathering today.

Although tears were shed, I was also cried myself but I was able to keep it together. We won't be seeing her everyday but she did say she'd stop by every so often to come and see us. I have begun to notice big changes around me and I see everyone moving towards there goals in life. But also that is a reflection of what I am doing inside as well. The outside is merely a reflection of what's going on inside.

Session 5 Week 8 Day 56

Today was a rather odd day, I didn't get anything I wanted to done. I felt like I was being pulled every which way and I felt really disconnected from everything and everyone.

I didn't even get around to doing the clearing techniques which whether coincidence or not something happened at work. I was called into the office at my job to discuss a transaction that couldn't be found and that it appeared that I had checked myself out.

I was able to clear up the misunderstanding but the vibe at just felt off and I could feel as I was being accused of something although the proof was all there.

Thanks to the help of some energy circles that I placed beneath the inflatable bed. I was able to let go of the situation rather easily and nod off to sleep quickly.

Here are the energy circles I've use at night!

Session 5 Week 8 Day 55

Today was a fantastic day as I was able to get up early and get my morning ritual done while also watching a video on personal finances which I have put into practice already.

The asthma has started to wind down a bit, I didn't get up early this morning to use my nebulizer which it a plus and big a break through.

I've had my ups and downs, but does that mean that I am not going to re-home one of my cats, no I know that it's time for her to go on a new home that will give her everything that I can't due to my health.

With the help of my due diligence on my end, I will be able to gather the funds to re-home with a couple of weeks time. I find myself more and more at peace with this decision that I thought.

Tonight, I am going to experiment with sleeping with switchwords and energy circle beneath my bed to see how that works. Let you know what happens.

Session 5 Week 8 Day 54

I got a lot things done today, the car go fixed up really good and we changed the oil. I wrote down the information that I need for when I changed the oil too.

I want to make sure that I get the right stuff that I need not only that but I found a good year near that it I don't changed the oil that can and do a lot of other stuff too.

All in all it was a really good despite that I didn't get to do much of my morning ritual.

Session 5 Week 8 Day 53

Another smooth sailing day, I got a lot of things done. The pain was less intense but every so often it would start to bother me.

Started to focus on really getting budget down for more only me but for my family too.

I found a video that have a detail daily budget. It kinda fell short when it came to how he went about doing it so I decided to take it upon myself to see if I can figure out how it was done.

Session 5 Week 8 Day 52

Today felt like a rather slow day! I didn't do any of my clearing technique due to the physical pain I was feeling throughout the day and I felt rather mellow because of the meditation I've be doing in the morning time.

The energy that was around re-homing one of my cats has calm down considerable this last couple of days. It's like she and I understand what's going to happen better than anyone else does.

I know she will tell me it's time to go so I have decided to set aside some money so that when that time comes I'll have it and start the re-homing process. Right now things see a bit home and I want everything to work in our favors for both of us.

Session 5 Week 8 Day 51

Yesterday, I received a called for Pet Pros Service as I send them an email asking about there services for re-homing pets.

Since it was late and I had to get to bed to go to work the next day, I left myself a mental note saying to call them up today.

Shortly after getting to work, the Heavens opened up and began to pour down rain. It remained me for the day my eldest cat passed away.

The outside was reflecting what was going on inside of myself. Oh I cry sometimes when I think about re-homing Pelo but I won't be around her anymore, she physical won't be with me but those thoughts are later replaced by ones of how great her new home will be with little no restriction. The loving family that will take really good care of her.

So after running some errands, I got home but I keep pushing it off until I sat down picked up my cell. I called at least twice and hung up until I reached for courage deep within myself. A courage I didn't know I had within myself. I keep repeating to myself that it's for both our sake that I do this. I spoke to someone who even though it was only about the services, I felt completely at ease with them. Which really helps this process running smoothly and effortless for both of us.

Session 5 Week 8 Day 50

I decided that instead of continue on with the sessions I've been having which have been fantastic, my top priority right now is my physical because it that doesn't heal up than I am going to be in a constant state of repair.

Another challenge that is in the fore front of my mind is the re-homing. I find these two things come first right now. Although I opted for monthly sessions in a different program which will help with all this healing and transformation I am doing and continue to do.

I didn't want to stop altogether so throughout the next couple of weeks while all this shifting is occurring those monthly session will be an extra boost each month.

Session 5 Week 7 Day 49

Within the last 48 hours, I've tried cried when I needed to cried, laughed when I needed to laugh and felt the way I wanted to feel about the re-homing process.

I started to ask myself questions about how would I know when the right family came along for my cat. How would I be able to choose from one of them if any. Would I really be able to hand her over to a shelter with the less than a week?

So I started looking on to see if there where any services available with the re-homing process. I found one and with the new technique I learned just I just sat with the energy for a bit so see energetically if this would work for me.

It all felt easy and effortless, I was merely going with the flow of things. I watched the video and I just felt at peace although I did shed a couple of tears because I am taking serious steps not only for me but my cat as well.

I've only just come to the realization that I will be saying goodbye to her soon, there is a fee for re-homing her but for her I am willing to see that she goes to a loving home and that she will be treated the way she deserves to be treated as a thankful for all the wonderful years she has given me. Let's see where this takes us both.

Session 5 Week 7 Day 48

Today was another session with coach and practitioner, we looked at the physical was going on to manifest everything that has been happening lately.

And its been brought to my attention that I am must now look at re-homing one of my cats. At the moment, it does hurt as I've had her for several years now but I know I am doing what's best for both of us.

I can no longer keep her as she is telling me with everything has been happening lately that her time with me is over and it's time for to move and expand.

I will grieve during the next couple of days more about the habit of being with her and now I need to start attracting the loving family and the new home she will go to because that how I want to see off to.

Is a loving home, a family who will adore her for the rest of her days and place where she can grow and expand herself.

Session 5 Week 7 Day 47

As I started my clearing shortly after couple of exercises I did from the Karmic Healing. I noticed this waves of light on the inside of my eyelids.

I've noticed sparks of light beneath in the same place only I thought it was due to the light from the cars outside.

Once I moved upside into the attic, light doesn't get in that easier from outside.

Yes even I can doubt sometime because that is how society conditions you to be a skeptic. They want you to believe that if you don't see it, it doesn't exist and yet there are things in this world that continue to be unexplained.

I have read somewhere that these lights are signs of enlightenment and how close I am to reaching it. I remember I spent the first year on this journey just meditating any chance I got. Then from one day to the next I stopped completely. Although my body never really forgot how much it enjoyed meditating daily and we kinda just picked up where we left off.

Session 4 Week 7 Day 46

Everyday in every where everything keeps getting better and better. I am learning more about my body's signs for cords.

Today I've had a couple of hints throughout the day but I noticed that when I focus on what I am doing the day just zips by.

In morning it lags just a little bit, but it shortly picks after I go to lunch, things just zip by. That and there isn't a lot of movement in the morning either.

Although I know that cords attach themselves to everyone, and those who know how to protect themselves still get some that squeak pass them, but I find that my defense are low and I am getting more cords that I thought. I discovered due to my physical affecting my energetic it weakness my field leaving me vulnerable to anything and everything out there.

Now that I have shield so light on this challenge while I attract those things that will keep my physical strong and fit, I'll continue to work on my energy fields.