Storm of Dislike

Lately I have been noticing that when I come home from certain places, this wave of dislike hits me reminding me of the time while I was in an emotion support class while in high school. I would go there find in the morning but would return with a sour attitude and really not like myself.

And this was several years ago, but I realized that light was being shined on this situation because I merely ran away from that situation and now I am being faced with this situation again only it feels that much stronger than it was then.

So now I am more determined than ever before to learn from this situation and master my life because I am in control of my life now more than ever. Since realizing what has been happening I have been using Paul Santisi Parallel Dimension meditation every night before going to bed which has been a big help.

This just goes to show that even I have ups and downs sometimes I hit rock bottom. It doesn't take me that long to climb out after I have calmed the sea of raging emotions that at time overwhelms me that I am unable to think clearly at time.

Once I have calmed down enough to begin to ask questions. I received answers shortly after. I start to look for tools and technique that will help me to master and dispel that control this situation has over me.

Insightful Day

It’s been a while since I've actually posted anything but that’s within reason as I found myself swamped with work, too much work too soon. I had a lot of ups and downs. Some ups are really good and some downs are really bad. That’s the best way to know how to describe them anyhow.I found myself really irritated today because of the words that were spoken to me in a certain location and at a certain time mind you.

It was more the vibration of the words that I think like in the words themselves because of the phrase that continues to repeat in my head over and over like cassette tape that was stuck repeating the same song over and over and over again.

It’s been a while since I actually felt like this, felt the aggravation, frustration, and simply bogged down by negative frequencies from certain individuals. I find myself surprised by my reaction. And I realize it’s a reaction because lately I've been proactive instead of reactive. I didn't feel too good either.

So I think you’re contemplating what’s going, why do I feel the way I feel and how do I go about changing. The thing is to acknowledge what you’re feeling and not hiding on the carpet because you can do something about it when you shed more light on it.

Same thing goes with complaining, since I decided not to avoid complaining I just do no way that’s beneficial and I listen to what I’m complaining about so that way I can have some clues to what I need to change. 

I consider every bump in the road an excellent opportunity to learn all that I can so that way I can be at the top of my game all the time every day all day. Because it feels good to be there, to be proactive instead of reactive and I’m much more prefer it that way.

So shortly after I finish writing this I’m going to sit myself down to a couple meditations, go through some cord cutting exercises and really start to put my energetic tools more to use on the days that I know that our encounter certain people that will have a negative attitude and or frequency.

A Swirl of Up and Down Emotions

Since posting last, I have been going through a series of emotion from extreme exhaustion to irritation. I have been working a lot of hours. It's something I am not use.

Another thing is that lack of agreement on the decision among the people I work with. It's got me going up and down.

But since I've had this couple of days to myself, I've had to really take a look at what I have been doing lately since I've started to work two jobs.

I find that I am being affected more and more everyday as I am more exposed to the energies outside now than when I was barely out there before.

I find that this is a learning experience as I am learning to be more grounded and strength my shields to protected me from being drained or hooked by cords.

Response from Love

Setting Boundaries - What Percentage are you Getting?

Inner Retreat

Since I posted last, I decided to take sometime away from outward more towards inward as I felt myself falling apart at one point.

I started to read more books where I find my attention was going to. I have several books I've started which I haven't finished due to my work schedule but I find myself taking in a lot more information than before.

I've added meditation to my routine.When I add a meditation from Paul Santisi, I have noticed a big changed when I wake in the morning, I do it sometimes at night before bed, I find myself not thinking of anything.

It strange as I find the separateness from my body, there is a sensation of pulling a heavy weight. I don't realize that I have a body until I start to wake more fully. I have learned through this meditation that it helps to set me up for the day. I have yet to find the answer to the tiredness but I know I will find it.

I find that going down the stairs that lead me into the living room. I see them stretch and dip beneath my feet. I sometimes feel that I am not longer vibrating in this dimension and when I finally make it to the landing everything goes back to normal but I do miss that different vibration if felt different but it also felt wonderful.

Raising your Frequency & Signs that your Vibration is Shifting!

GUIDED MEDITATION Remove Negative Blocks Automatically Quiet The Mind Like NEVER BEFORE Paul Santisi

Spirit Science

The Custodians: Beyond Abduction By Dolores Cannon

The Custodians: Beyond Abduction
Dolores Cannon
Copyrighted 1999, 2001, 2008, 2009, 2010, 2012, 2013
New Age/UFO

Dolores Cannon's purpose in writing book was to open people minds to the endless possibilities of life out there beyond the stars. This purpose was very prominent through the book not only that but she also states not to take her word for it but to do your own research into the study.

It was logical in a sense that she covered all her bases and she got answers to many questions that public has always asked and no one had the answers until now.

This whole subject has always interested me as I've had questions of my own about what life was like beyond our solar system. I got a lot of my questions answered when I read through this book. Questions like, what type of life is out there? What do they look like? How do they live? Are there always around us?

Ironically enough normally I would be devouring books in a couple of days but with this books it took me about a month to finish it. I found myself taking baby steps just like the author has done during the time she was also gathering information about this subject.

Favorite quote from book: "Once they think that something is possible, theirs minds will then be free to explore and travel down unknown and strange pathways."

What I liked most about that book is all the different type of beings she encountered through her clients. There really isn't anything that I didn't like about book expect that time in which it took me to finish it. The last impression I take away from this book will be the awe and wonder of what else lays beyond our planet Earth, what other life is out there and will we be ready to meet them?

The book opened up for me the unlimited possibilities out there for a lot things. I didn't learn anything new from this book but it did confirm what I already knew was true, that we aren't alone in this Universe. The cover itself really drew the attention from passerby and people riding the bus.

I would hearty recommend this book to anyone who is curious about what lays beyond that which societies don't want us to know about. Open up and see for yourself. Take that fear of the unknown and use it to learn more because with knowledge comes a new sense of wonder and curiosity.

Week 10 Day 64

Time spend to move quickly as I keep myself busy between doing a little bit here and there. The morning routine I have setup is really making a big difference.

Especially with the new cord cutting meditation that I put in there. It's been a big help and then I follow that up with the clearing techniques I've learned.

I am noticed that every little bit helps but I have noticed that in morning it's still a bit of a challenge for me to get up but I am working through it little by little.

Week 9 Day 62

Today was a rather smooth day, I got a lot things that I had put on hold due to the incoming of hours at both jobs.

I find myself more determined than ever before to experience things whether it getting my license or learning something new.

I am determined to move forward in life but not blind always guided by my bliss. What I want to do not what others tell me to do.

Week 9 Day 61

I had a wonderful morning everything was smooth sailing I had not compliments but right near the end when the day starts to wind down.

That's when it hits me, I find myself easily irritated by certain individuals and I am starting wondering where is all this coming from.

The good things that I actually noticed it but now what would it take to clear this up to have smooth sailing all day long even throughout the night?

Week 9 Day 60

The clearing technique are taking place more often than not that they are more commonplace now then when I first started doing them. It's odd when I don't do them. My body feels off.

Since I started experimenting with sleeping with energy circles under my bed a couple of things have happened. The time I do wake up with the asthma bothering me, I don't have that panic that arise with the inability to breath.

There is stillness beneath the laboring breath that my body is taking in, but I find that I can somehow think beneath it all.

When I first started with this circle I was using Womb beneath my bed but I found that I was dreaming of men every night and I had to tone it down a bit. :)

Week 9 Day 59

Since I have held off on the sessions as things have crept up that I find I need to take care of before moving on this path of transformation and healing.

Things have begun to happened that I can't quite explain for example, I find myself really static at times and it's not because I shuffle my feet.

I could be simple sitting at my desk, with my feet up and I touch something, "zap!" Sometimes when plugging electrical things into the wall, I'll see a discharge.

My reference point to time as people normal think of is starting to wash away with each moment. I am really starting to thing of time as a fantasy more than a reality. It's more of a marker for me, than an actually measure. More to come soon! I will keep you posted.

Week 9 Day 58

Imagine my surprise when I received a call from my one manager at my other job asking where I was.

I had no idea if I worked today at all, but I decided to get dress and work what remained of the shift.

With all the unexpected events, you guessed it I didn't have time to do any of my morning routine but even with that they every circle under my bed have been a big help.

Not only that but my dreams are become more vivid more fluid I guess you can say. It's been amazing experience.

Week 9 Day 57

There was a wonderful gathering at my job today as we saw off one of our co-workers as she went into retirement.

A wonderful, funny person who will be sorely missed. She hasn't been gone for 24 hours yet and you could already feel the big difference.

I went through all the my routine today but I didn't want to be thrown off my game when I got to the gathering today.

Although tears were shed, I was also cried myself but I was able to keep it together. We won't be seeing her everyday but she did say she'd stop by every so often to come and see us. I have begun to notice big changes around me and I see everyone moving towards there goals in life. But also that is a reflection of what I am doing inside as well. The outside is merely a reflection of what's going on inside.

Session 5 Week 8 Day 56

Today was a rather odd day, I didn't get anything I wanted to done. I felt like I was being pulled every which way and I felt really disconnected from everything and everyone.

I didn't even get around to doing the clearing techniques which whether coincidence or not something happened at work. I was called into the office at my job to discuss a transaction that couldn't be found and that it appeared that I had checked myself out.

I was able to clear up the misunderstanding but the vibe at just felt off and I could feel as I was being accused of something although the proof was all there.

Thanks to the help of some energy circles that I placed beneath the inflatable bed. I was able to let go of the situation rather easily and nod off to sleep quickly.

Here are the energy circles I've use at night!

Session 5 Week 8 Day 55

Today was a fantastic day as I was able to get up early and get my morning ritual done while also watching a video on personal finances which I have put into practice already.

The asthma has started to wind down a bit, I didn't get up early this morning to use my nebulizer which it a plus and big a break through.

I've had my ups and downs, but does that mean that I am not going to re-home one of my cats, no I know that it's time for her to go on a new home that will give her everything that I can't due to my health.

With the help of my due diligence on my end, I will be able to gather the funds to re-home with a couple of weeks time. I find myself more and more at peace with this decision that I thought.

Tonight, I am going to experiment with sleeping with switchwords and energy circle beneath my bed to see how that works. Let you know what happens.

Session 5 Week 8 Day 54

I got a lot things done today, the car go fixed up really good and we changed the oil. I wrote down the information that I need for when I changed the oil too.

I want to make sure that I get the right stuff that I need not only that but I found a good year near that it I don't changed the oil that can and do a lot of other stuff too.

All in all it was a really good despite that I didn't get to do much of my morning ritual.