About a month

It's been about a month since I started take the Magnetic pills and they have done a world of help for me. I've been to silence the clatter that goes in my mind. I am down to only a couple left and sent out for more and I am looking forward to what happens in my second month.

I am starting to see the change from inside out as everything around is appearing different. I am noticing see things that I didn't before and I am seeing the warning alarms early on and I am acting on changing those things that are no longer working for.

I have started to be the changes I want to see in myself and the outside is starting to reflect what is going on the inside. I've started to realize when I start to stray off the path in the past or when I start to think of the future but I check myself and return to the present moment. I do have my ups and downs but its not as often now then it was before I start down this path to experience abundance and health in all aspects of my life.

Awareness: Shedding Light in Aspects of My Life

Spirit Science

Since putting my foot down a couple of weeks ago about doing something to change how things are turning out, I have begun to notice things that I didn't before.

From the simple of things like light reflection off pollen floating in the air to the complex designs in sacred geometry.

Spirit Science was the starting of it all as it opened me eyes to other things that I didn't know. And from there new avenues opened up to me that I didn't think possible prior to.

It was a really eye opener along with consistent meditation and choosing to have time to get all my things due which help me to make it through the day.

I have discovered that had take 'me' time for granted before but now I am grateful every time I get a chance to have 'me' time. I know the day will come that I will have more 'me' time and do the things I want to do instead of doing things I don't want to do.

I am on day 15 when it comes to the Magnetic Pill, the dizzy spells are all but gone and I am started to feel the effects of the supplement now more than every before. I haven't hit a full month yet so I don't know how it will turn out than as it take about 30 days for the pill to actually take hold and start to effect someone but the effects I've felt are small but I am enjoying every minute of it.

I highly recommend the Magnetic Pill and the Paul Santisi meditation because both have help me to grow, evolve and learn. More soon.

Storm of Dislike

Lately I have been noticing that when I come home from certain places, this wave of dislike hits me reminding me of the time while I was in an emotion support class while in high school. I would go there find in the morning but would return with a sour attitude and really not like myself.

And this was several years ago, but I realized that light was being shined on this situation because I merely ran away from that situation and now I am being faced with this situation again only it feels that much stronger than it was then.

So now I am more determined than ever before to learn from this situation and master my life because I am in control of my life now more than ever. Since realizing what has been happening I have been using Paul Santisi Parallel Dimension meditation every night before going to bed which has been a big help.

This just goes to show that even I have ups and downs sometimes I hit rock bottom. It doesn't take me that long to climb out after I have calmed the sea of raging emotions that at time overwhelms me that I am unable to think clearly at time.

Once I have calmed down enough to begin to ask questions. I received answers shortly after. I start to look for tools and technique that will help me to master and dispel that control this situation has over me.

Insightful Day

It’s been a while since I've actually posted anything but that’s within reason as I found myself swamped with work, too much work too soon. I had a lot of ups and downs. Some ups are really good and some downs are really bad. That’s the best way to know how to describe them anyhow.I found myself really irritated today because of the words that were spoken to me in a certain location and at a certain time mind you.

It was more the vibration of the words that I think like in the words themselves because of the phrase that continues to repeat in my head over and over like cassette tape that was stuck repeating the same song over and over and over again.

It’s been a while since I actually felt like this, felt the aggravation, frustration, and simply bogged down by negative frequencies from certain individuals. I find myself surprised by my reaction. And I realize it’s a reaction because lately I've been proactive instead of reactive. I didn't feel too good either.

So I think you’re contemplating what’s going, why do I feel the way I feel and how do I go about changing. The thing is to acknowledge what you’re feeling and not hiding on the carpet because you can do something about it when you shed more light on it.

Same thing goes with complaining, since I decided not to avoid complaining I just do no way that’s beneficial and I listen to what I’m complaining about so that way I can have some clues to what I need to change. 

I consider every bump in the road an excellent opportunity to learn all that I can so that way I can be at the top of my game all the time every day all day. Because it feels good to be there, to be proactive instead of reactive and I’m much more prefer it that way.

So shortly after I finish writing this I’m going to sit myself down to a couple meditations, go through some cord cutting exercises and really start to put my energetic tools more to use on the days that I know that our encounter certain people that will have a negative attitude and or frequency.