Session 5 Week 8 Day 56

Today was a rather odd day, I didn't get anything I wanted to done. I felt like I was being pulled every which way and I felt really disconnected from everything and everyone.

I didn't even get around to doing the clearing techniques which whether coincidence or not something happened at work. I was called into the office at my job to discuss a transaction that couldn't be found and that it appeared that I had checked myself out.

I was able to clear up the misunderstanding but the vibe at just felt off and I could feel as I was being accused of something although the proof was all there.

Thanks to the help of some energy circles that I placed beneath the inflatable bed. I was able to let go of the situation rather easily and nod off to sleep quickly.

Here are the energy circles I've use at night!

Session 5 Week 8 Day 55

Today was a fantastic day as I was able to get up early and get my morning ritual done while also watching a video on personal finances which I have put into practice already.

The asthma has started to wind down a bit, I didn't get up early this morning to use my nebulizer which it a plus and big a break through.

I've had my ups and downs, but does that mean that I am not going to re-home one of my cats, no I know that it's time for her to go on a new home that will give her everything that I can't due to my health.

With the help of my due diligence on my end, I will be able to gather the funds to re-home with a couple of weeks time. I find myself more and more at peace with this decision that I thought.

Tonight, I am going to experiment with sleeping with switchwords and energy circle beneath my bed to see how that works. Let you know what happens.

Session 5 Week 8 Day 54

I got a lot things done today, the car go fixed up really good and we changed the oil. I wrote down the information that I need for when I changed the oil too.

I want to make sure that I get the right stuff that I need not only that but I found a good year near that it I don't changed the oil that can and do a lot of other stuff too.

All in all it was a really good despite that I didn't get to do much of my morning ritual.

Session 5 Week 8 Day 53

Another smooth sailing day, I got a lot of things done. The pain was less intense but every so often it would start to bother me.

Started to focus on really getting budget down for more only me but for my family too.

I found a video that have a detail daily budget. It kinda fell short when it came to how he went about doing it so I decided to take it upon myself to see if I can figure out how it was done.

Session 5 Week 8 Day 52

Today felt like a rather slow day! I didn't do any of my clearing technique due to the physical pain I was feeling throughout the day and I felt rather mellow because of the meditation I've be doing in the morning time.

The energy that was around re-homing one of my cats has calm down considerable this last couple of days. It's like she and I understand what's going to happen better than anyone else does.

I know she will tell me it's time to go so I have decided to set aside some money so that when that time comes I'll have it and start the re-homing process. Right now things see a bit home and I want everything to work in our favors for both of us.

Session 5 Week 8 Day 51

Yesterday, I received a called for Pet Pros Service as I send them an email asking about there services for re-homing pets.

Since it was late and I had to get to bed to go to work the next day, I left myself a mental note saying to call them up today.

Shortly after getting to work, the Heavens opened up and began to pour down rain. It remained me for the day my eldest cat passed away.

The outside was reflecting what was going on inside of myself. Oh I cry sometimes when I think about re-homing Pelo but I won't be around her anymore, she physical won't be with me but those thoughts are later replaced by ones of how great her new home will be with little no restriction. The loving family that will take really good care of her.

So after running some errands, I got home but I keep pushing it off until I sat down picked up my cell. I called at least twice and hung up until I reached for courage deep within myself. A courage I didn't know I had within myself. I keep repeating to myself that it's for both our sake that I do this. I spoke to someone who even though it was only about the services, I felt completely at ease with them. Which really helps this process running smoothly and effortless for both of us.

Session 5 Week 8 Day 50

I decided that instead of continue on with the sessions I've been having which have been fantastic, my top priority right now is my physical because it that doesn't heal up than I am going to be in a constant state of repair.

Another challenge that is in the fore front of my mind is the re-homing. I find these two things come first right now. Although I opted for monthly sessions in a different program which will help with all this healing and transformation I am doing and continue to do.

I didn't want to stop altogether so throughout the next couple of weeks while all this shifting is occurring those monthly session will be an extra boost each month.

Session 5 Week 7 Day 49

Within the last 48 hours, I've tried cried when I needed to cried, laughed when I needed to laugh and felt the way I wanted to feel about the re-homing process.

I started to ask myself questions about how would I know when the right family came along for my cat. How would I be able to choose from one of them if any. Would I really be able to hand her over to a shelter with the less than a week?

So I started looking on to see if there where any services available with the re-homing process. I found one and with the new technique I learned just I just sat with the energy for a bit so see energetically if this would work for me.

It all felt easy and effortless, I was merely going with the flow of things. I watched the video and I just felt at peace although I did shed a couple of tears because I am taking serious steps not only for me but my cat as well.

I've only just come to the realization that I will be saying goodbye to her soon, there is a fee for re-homing her but for her I am willing to see that she goes to a loving home and that she will be treated the way she deserves to be treated as a thankful for all the wonderful years she has given me. Let's see where this takes us both.

Session 5 Week 7 Day 48

Today was another session with coach and practitioner, we looked at the physical was going on to manifest everything that has been happening lately.

And its been brought to my attention that I am must now look at re-homing one of my cats. At the moment, it does hurt as I've had her for several years now but I know I am doing what's best for both of us.

I can no longer keep her as she is telling me with everything has been happening lately that her time with me is over and it's time for to move and expand.

I will grieve during the next couple of days more about the habit of being with her and now I need to start attracting the loving family and the new home she will go to because that how I want to see off to.

Is a loving home, a family who will adore her for the rest of her days and place where she can grow and expand herself.

Session 5 Week 7 Day 47

As I started my clearing shortly after couple of exercises I did from the Karmic Healing. I noticed this waves of light on the inside of my eyelids.

I've noticed sparks of light beneath in the same place only I thought it was due to the light from the cars outside.

Once I moved upside into the attic, light doesn't get in that easier from outside.

Yes even I can doubt sometime because that is how society conditions you to be a skeptic. They want you to believe that if you don't see it, it doesn't exist and yet there are things in this world that continue to be unexplained.

I have read somewhere that these lights are signs of enlightenment and how close I am to reaching it. I remember I spent the first year on this journey just meditating any chance I got. Then from one day to the next I stopped completely. Although my body never really forgot how much it enjoyed meditating daily and we kinda just picked up where we left off.

Session 4 Week 7 Day 46

Everyday in every where everything keeps getting better and better. I am learning more about my body's signs for cords.

Today I've had a couple of hints throughout the day but I noticed that when I focus on what I am doing the day just zips by.

In morning it lags just a little bit, but it shortly picks after I go to lunch, things just zip by. That and there isn't a lot of movement in the morning either.

Although I know that cords attach themselves to everyone, and those who know how to protect themselves still get some that squeak pass them, but I find that my defense are low and I am getting more cords that I thought. I discovered due to my physical affecting my energetic it weakness my field leaving me vulnerable to anything and everything out there.

Now that I have shield so light on this challenge while I attract those things that will keep my physical strong and fit, I'll continue to work on my energy fields.

Session 4 Week 7 Day 45

I had a very fulfilling days as I completely many if not all the tasks I wanted to because I set the intention to do so.

Everything went really smoothly, I guess you can say I spent majority of the time in a comfortable retreat mindset just enjoying the day to myself.

I have noticed that the techniques are becoming that much easier to do so much so that I wrote an outline of it just to have something to guide me. It's not set in stone of course, everything is subject to change.

Session 4 Week 7 Day 44

Today was a day of days as I've encountered a lot of people while working at the new store. I noticed the different types of intensities when it comes to the cords. 

The asthma also knocked me for a loop to today although I didn't need to take my machine all that much but I ended using my rescue inhaler a few times today. 

Yesterday, I started reading a book on Karmic Healing and I plan to put what I have learned with the clearing techniques into action with this as well to see where this will take me. 

I am no longer able to function at the level that I am now and I am looking to releasing, healing all this going on now. That and I am really looking forward to learning about these new technique that I've read about in the book. 

Session 4 Week 7 Day 43

Another smooth, effortless day. Everything was really quiet although the mind chattered picked up the moment I got to work but that dulled down when there was no one in the store.

I have only been experience physical exhaustion lately. That is a big different to the mental, emotional, physical exhaustion I was experience a couple weeks prior to this. I no longer drag my feet. Oh happy day!

I have discover also that when cords attach themselves to me, I don't experience intense pain with all of them. Some are gentle like a breeze others are like punch to the stomach for lack of a better description.  Lately, since I've changed to way I started to do these technique. I have noticed that with my air current pattern exercise I am started to perceived the motion and the cool breeze of the pattern.

Each experience is different than the last not only that the information I received for all this has been invaluable.

Session 4 Week 6 Day 42: Happy Spring Equinox

The first day of springtime although despite the windy condition. It went really well I did have a couple of pain, a bit more different this than the ones I am accustom to.

I think my body is starting to give me message is a less harsh way because I am listening more to what my body wants and I giving into them with little questioning on my part.

My body knows what it wants, the clear technique have become my body's favorite carving since I've started down this path to change and I am completely committed to it.

I don't know where this is taking me, all the steps I've taken so far but that doesn't matter because I know that everything will turn out for my highest good in the end of this.

It's better not knowing sometimes because I think in knowing what is to come you will overwhelm yourself and back out the last minute. Sometimes it's better on this path of evolving, learning and growing to just keep it simple. I am surprise that it has been six weeks now and in the last couple of weeks since I've changed how I go about doing the techniques everything has begun to change around me.

Although slow at first giving me time to adjust to the difference as everything around me being to shift, evolve and grow in there own way.

Session 4 Week 6 Day 41

I experienced intense pain this morning before heading to work today. I went through the cleaning again but it continue to linger on.

I went through the rest of my morning routine and it started to lessen with each passing moment until by the time I got to work this morning it was all but gone.

Things were rather interesting, I spent the majority of the morning rearrange a lot of things at this new place and I got it looking how my boss wanted it. While I was working today, I found myself enjoying every minute of being perplexed and think about how am I going to go about getting everything done. This job really helps to work the mind as well as the body which I love and it's only a couple of hours a day every week.

Session 4 Week 6 Day 40

Everyday in every where things keep getting smoother and smoother. Today at my new job the hours ticked by without me really taking notice of it.

No pain from any cords although I can feeling something but they aren't as strong as before I started use this tools and techniques.

I am finding that I am manifesting things a lot easier, my thoughts are really going against me when it comes to manifesting what I want. I can focus on what I want with adding any charge to it.

The only time my thoughts get really cluttered is when I am out and about surround by other people and I am starting to notice more and more that I can tell when it's me and when it's them. It's so awesome. I have been using the switchwords for energetic cords although I didn't have to chant it often today but I still did whenever something felt off.

Session 4 Week 6 Day 39

Early today I went through my daily routine and hopped onto to my facebook to see if I had gotten an answer to my post which I did.

I received a magic wand today in the form of a switchword phrase: Cut-Shut-Detach. This was help from keeping any cords for attaching themselves to me.

I recited it consistently throughout the day and it was really help but does that mean I am not going to continue my techniques. Of course not what it means is that I have another tool in my kit which will help while I am working.

When it comes to being outside of my home, my thoughts are scatter especially at work. This switchword phrase is quick and easy which also helps with nightly clearing as well as I got through the other exercises.

Session 4 Week 6 Day 38

I have begun to noticed that the more I do the clearing techniques and the removal of the cords. The stronger my living energy systems gets. Today while at work, I began to feel pain but it wasn't something that was so intense that it distracted to the point of wanting to curl into a ball.

I noticed for what it was being corded than I reach for the golden light beings, Archangel Micheal and my higher divine self to help keep the pain at bay until I got home where I could really focus on it to remove it.

Although I haven't removed it just yet, I wanted to get my daily post down first but I noticed that pain has subside quite a bit and there aren't as painful anymore. It just enough for me to take notice of it so I can remove it and clear myself up afterward.

Session 4 Week 6 Day 37

I experience a lot of clutter today, I've been cord a couple of  times but the moment I got home the distance help with relieving some of the pain. I am still going to do my clearing technique along with the cord removal techniques tonight before going to bed.

I have started to take the flower essence Rescue Remedy yesterday and I am feeling the difference it's making. I am looking into another flower essence called Emergency Essence. That one also looks like it would also help out a lot too,

I am taking it one step at a time today, I got an article in my inbox about cord which I intend to read before going to bed tonight.

I am slowly put surely letting go the need to know who, what, when, where and why. And simply acknowledge what's going on and either removing it or healing it.  It does make this a lot easier and simpler that way.