A Writer's Challenge

I know I haven't posted anything in quite sometime as I found myself lost in transition I guess you can say with work picking up because of graduation. Going to the gym with a friend and I also joined a locate writer's group that other friend introduced me too.

I've had quite a lot of things to juggle lately but I noticed more and more that despite all the wonderful advice from my fellow writers I still couldn't find the inspiration I was looking for and the creative flow was stopped a by a dam.

Everyone around was either typing away furiously on their laptops knowing what they need and had all the pieces to the puzzles while here I am grasping at straws barely getting anything at all.

Other then writing in my agenda how the day went or something nothing at all. I was trying to see the small victories at least I was writing something even if it wasn't creative.

So since I couldn't sit down and write anything creative, I decided two things: to watch anime and to get a lot of reading done during this period.

I started reading more about the writing process and what works best for writers when they are writing. Two things jumped out at me: to write all of my ideas down no matter how small and the other is that I didn't have much of writing process, if I did wasn't consciously aware of it.

It also didn't help that I was consistently getting distraction by my family when I was sitting down to try to get something on the blank screen. When frustration was at it's peak, I am done fight everyone and even myself. And I sat done to really mediate on the situation.

I had to work things out for myself. I realized then that I was comparing myself to my other fellow writers and was even jealous of a few of them because they know what they wanted and how they were going to do it.

It's the reason why I keep hitting a wall so every time any frustration, irritation or annoyance and oh yes even jealousy. I had to remember myself everyone is different in the way they work.

And they inspired me to find my writing process and really play attention to what works best for me. Once I lock that way of think it seem that things became much more easier for me to handle. I didn't beat myself up for not being productive. I just took that time to absorb as much information that I could to have some sort of foundation to make my writing easier.

I am doing plenty of reading now which really helps with my writing as it helps to expand my vocabulary as well as helps me to give constructive feedback to my fellow writers at the group session.

I really had to shut out of the outside distraction to be even able to write just my ideas down on paper once that happened I was able to expand on the each time I wrote.

Now I've gotten into the habit of doing that, I've had a breakthrough with my writing. I've written about half a page for the second book for The Beastly Covenant but for the second trilogy those I am still doing research on. I only got about a paragraph worth of beginning though. I am not sure where I am going with this but I wanted it to organic as possible I don't want to force anything.

So yes dear friends all writers go through the same dread blocks that I was going through but I got tell you hiatus aren't bad because you can get burnt out after a big project like I did.

I needed that break but when you are ready to get back in the game and you find that you've got nothing that is the block I am talking about.

The best thing that worked for me when I was in that place was to follow the advice I read in the a book. Write all your story ideas down no matter how big or small it is write it down. Keep the notebook handle where  you go or if you can record things on your phone do it that way. Just so that your in that place where the ideas are flowing and that will help with all the rest. Good luck!

Happy Thanksgiving!

I hope everyone had has a wonderful Thanksgiving. I am dropping in now to report that I have started to write more than a few papers for a story. And how did this all come about? 

Come in closer for it's a secret. I have been reinforcing my desire to change from the outside in and I have been doing so with EFT aka Tapping. 

But what really made this all come about? What were the steps that I took that help me move this far along? 

Well one day I was feeling really despondent and hating everything around me. I knew how it was before when I started down this path after a big revelation at 22 which really opened my eyes that I had to make a change or I was going to end up bitter for the rest of my life. I didn’t want that. 

So I asked myself, what I did than, this can’t be all there is to life. What can be done to change this? A while later as I distracted myself with videos on Youtube, one of Bob Proctors videos popped up and it reminded that no matter what I do if I don’t change my paradigm I can’t change my outer reality. 

Ever since that day, I have made a commit to myself no matter how I do I am going to change my paradigm. Since that moment, I have been having videos and books mostly popping up for to either tap along with or read to expand my awareness more to better understand what paradigms are. And what I can do to change them. 

But I know that it’s the desire to make those changes that are helping to make all this shifts that has happened only in a matter of months and if also helps to go with the flow. I meditate when I am moved to. I tap with I am moved to. 

Do things only when you are moved to do them. I have learned this great lesson while I am going through all this shifts and I know more will comes as I have started to work on my money paradigm which has really opened my eyes to surprises that have keep me from earning more money. 

Now those blocks feel more like a dream and I am really surprise that I believe such nonsense at one point but you’ll surprise yourself with what you pick up around and you don’t really realize it up you start to do work like this. But you got to commit no matter what and follow through or it won’t work. 

I am not going to say I am not scared of what could happen to me after all this has been released but I have this phrase in a movie and I swear by it, how do you know what you’ll become if you don’t become it. 

The unknown can be frighten I’ve got to admit that it has scared me off on more than one occasion but I am slowly realizing that the more  you expose the unknown the less frightening it can be to you. 

Fear is merely an alarm system that lets you know that you are pushing through you comfort zone and I couldn’t have said it better than Neale Donald Walsch has when he said, “Life begins at the end of your comfort zone.”

You never know what you can do unless you start to push your limits because if you don't I have learned you are only hurting yourself by remain small. Life is big why can't you be too? 

Lost in Transition

Like the title reads, I have been lost in transition as I have experience my ups and downs some extreme ups and some extreme lows. I keep questioning, what could I bee missing?

Although I am better than I was before but I am still not where I want to be. It become an obsession.

What could I be doing differently about what I could be doing differently that will help manifest the life I want to create that something that is created for me.

I want to making the chooses to manifest that life I want not having someone hiding behind the curtain creating that life from me.

I know I will be creating that life with help but I want to be conscious enough to take action to create that life. In other words, I want to be actively creating that life I want to create.

So I decided to go back to basic, I have this notebook where I started to write down questions that come up although it isn't often because many of times when I have questions I am working and my notebook is tucked away in my purse.

Sometimes it get really busy when I am working so the questions I have drift away. When I do get the chance to sit down and write I can file at least one page back to back now mind you it a small notebook but it suits my needs perfectly.

I picked up tools from the past and joined them with the new tools that I have now. Not only that but everything I want to experience has a dollar sign attached to it so I decided to ask, what would it take to change that?

What would it take for me to find tools and techniques that have no dollar signs attached that will help make these changes?

So right at the moment I am going over two books I bought a long time ago, and I have changed my morning routine to just two hours of meditation about and I started to writing in my journal that I have title Change My Paradigms. I am watching Bob Proctor's videos and just following my intuition where it would lead.

I know it's been awhile but like I said before I was lost in the void for a bit. I am going to focus on changing those paradigms to move forward from the inside out and always watching where I am going in the process. I will let you know what happens.

Conversations with Nostradamus Volume 3 By Dolores Cannon

Conversations with Nostradamus Volume 3
Dolores Cannon
Copyright 1992, 1994

"Well, this is his observation for a long time ago to now. He says it is very sad because if were not doing anything feeling bad about it, the hopelessness of the situation is compounded... He says nothing is accomplished without individual human effort, which coalesces into group effort, and then action truly takes place. To give up is the worst thing that can happen to our world... He says it's essential while we are alive to do whatever we feel is a positive helpful step. To actually do it. Whatever it is."

Dolores Cannon's purpose was to translate all of Nostradamus his quatrains but she didn't only go beyond the call of duty. She gave us a glimpse of this great man's life that was otherwise shrouded in mystery.

Not only did she excelled in her purpose, but also Nostradamus had a couple words of his own to say to our present day which has been very helpful to me at least and anyone who is listening with an open heart and open-minded.

"The probable future as he sees it this men continues to think in the most despairing way. It doesn't do any harm to present these probabilities to people unless they think that is the way it will be because that's what they then focus on. They must be given the reason for changing their thoughts and behaviors, and something to change their thoughts and behaviors to that is positive and uplifting."

Since reading the first two volumes, I know many readers begin to wonder what can I possibly do to change the outcome of what Nostradamus has seen in his decisions. And in volume 3, he gives you the answer, "Think totally the opposite of those awful things, and you give power to the best, the greatest, and what most people call 'God.'"

There is still light at the end of the tunnel ladies and gentlemen. And he himself is telling us, Nostradamus cares what happens it's the reason why he wrote his quatrains in the first place. Both the author and Nostradamus make a logical argument in that we have the power to change our futures and nothing is set in stone.

My favorite part of the book would have to be when he starts talking about alien life in his quatrains. It came as a complete surprise to me but it was a very welcome surprise. Even this great man knew that there is other life out there, and yet with all our technology today there still some people who are unwilling to admit that fact because they have not seen it.

What I like most about the book is how she brought together all these people who knew nothing about her previous volumes and yet gave the same information. What I like least about the book is that it took me so long to finish reading it.

The lasting impressions that I take with me, a man several centuries ahead of his time caring so much for the future that he wrote down his visions in such a way that it made it impossible for his time to decipher. That they survived the test of time so that way someone today could translate them. That someone was, Dolores Cannon, who made it her purpose to translate them and bring them into the public's awareness. I learned that even Nostradamus knew the power of thoughts, beliefs and actions. Not just any action positive and uplifting action.

Here's another quote from the book, "Nostradamus believe that thought was an extremely powerful force that has never been fully utilized. The use of thought can be directed to draw to it that which is desired. Nostradamus believe that if humanity knew the results of their actions, then their combined thoughts could produce a powerful force that could counteract the worst of the future is he saw, and turn our path into a more peaceful alternative."

I would highly recommend this book because the more people know about what's to come, the better we are able to change that future to a more positive outcome. It bares to mind that nobody wants to see these visions come to life so I advise everyone to work on your thoughts, think about what would you want to see happen instead of what you don't want to see happen.

Legend of Starcrash by Dolores Cannon

The Legend of Starcrash
Dolores Cannon
Copyrighted 1994, 2006, 2010, 2011, 2013
New Age/ Extraterrestrial

Dolores Cannon's purpose in writing this book was to bring the reader's attention to that fact that even our history isn't set in stone, that there are still things that we don't know that has happened in our past.

"It is possible there legends were genuine, but they would have had survived orally through many years of persecution, annihilation, prejudice, separation and relocation."

This book follows the life of Tuin a hunter, who lived in a community in the Alaska Canada region where everyone has a position to fill and without that person the whole community would fall.

Her research shown that there were over 300 languages spoken at that time but due to the Europeans and Spaniards coming ashore whole civilizations were lost to disease of suppression. To survive, they had to blend into other tribes and their stories of old where lost to time and tyranny.

It also makes sense that we haven't been contact by beings outside of our solar system, look what has happen to the tribes that lived here, they were stomped out due to ignorance and fear. All those stories lost because they didn't fit with those that came to their shores.

The last impression that I got from this book is that it's to observe those who are different because you have never seen the likes of them before and if possible interact with those who are different and if and only if they prove to be hostile then take action but otherwise learn to live and adapt to those who are different than you. I recommend this book to anyone who isn't afraid to delve into the unknown and who willing to release the fear of the unknown.

Keepers of the Garden By Dolores Cannon

Keepers of the Garden
Dolores Cannon
Copyrighted 1993, 1995, 2002, 2008, 2009, 2010, 2011, 2012, 2013
New Age/UFO

"Why do they portray us in this manner? This only instills more fear in already fearful world. We are not like that, we have shown this to you.

"Please tell the world who we really are, their brothers, their guardians and their protectors from the stars. We do not need to take over this planet with violence. It is already ours, it always have been. We have been here since the beginning-caring and nurturing.

"Now we are trying to keep you from destroying this planet. Because this planet was given free will above all else in its life charter, you must be allowed to make your own decisions. But we cannot sit idly by and watch our family annihilate itself and its home. The infusion of new blood was the only answer. If the earth influences are not too strong, we shall not fail. We will accomplish our goals, not of taking over the planet, but of saving it."

This quote is the perfect opening to start this book review as it really stood out to me. Dolores Cannon has once again achieve her purpose showing everyone that not everything is what it appears to be at first and if you look deeper you will find the truth beneath all the falsehood.

Those who are ready for the knowledge it is there for them to choose to believe or the reader can choose to dis-believe it. She leaves the final opinion up to the reader, she also encourages them to not take her word for it but do their on research on the subject.

Whether she makes a logical argument or not in this book, every page had a plethora of rich and colorful information. She had me on the edge of my seat as I've always wonder what those beings from space are like.

Are they really what is seen on TV or they more than what other preceded of them to be because they can't begin to understand beings from other worlds. But also I found similar in my real life as the author had with her client when I first started to read this book, I found all sorts of interruption whether extra shifts at work or even things I found more important than to finished reading this book.

I discovered I wasn't mental ready for what was going to revealed in this book like the author herself found that she had to wait to get the answers to certain questions and satiate her curiosity. Until I decided that enough was enough and that I was going to finished this book no matter what and I did. I am so very glad that I did.

The cover of the book itself inspired a peace to it that really lead to the purpose the author accomplished with writing this book. I loved everything about this book, the only thing is the fear of learning about the unknown that I didn't like which keep me from finishing the book.

The lasting impression that will stay with me will be how wild the imagination of people about things beyond our atmosphere and sometimes it that very imagination that can cause fear sometimes but sometimes that imagination can help people to see what it can be like to live in space. What type of beings can be living in that void of space? It's nice to know that we aren't alone and that they are here to help us not harm us.

I would highly recommend this book to anyone with an open mind and open heart, those who willing to read through the book before expressing their opinion of what they took away from this book.

D: I think this is what scientists are looking for; something the can communicate with.
P: There are planets which are far below this planet in evolution. The intent of scientists at this point is merely to grasp anything that would be considered proof of other existences. However, this is somewhat...I hate to say ludicrous, but it's sad state of affairs when you consider the condition of this planet at this time. Better, far better to try to learn to communicate with each other on the planet, than to try and take on the added burden of learning an alien culture. pg. 52-53

Perception

Since I complete the Unlock Your Abundance Matrix about a week ago, I have noticed that everything that triggers me I become instantly aware of them.

I go through the processes some days are better than others as I found myself exhausted after doing the clearings. But I realized now that it just my body telling me it's time to rest while the processing tools clean house.

I also noticed I am going on three months for the Magnetic Pills that I have been taking and they have worked wonders as I barely forget things anymore and if I do it's only briefly.


I got my mom to started taking them as well and her response to it was different as I remember the first couple of weeks I started taking them. I would get a bit dizzy at times.

I am still young and I don't have that my dis-ease running through me but my mom on the other has responded differently as her body needs it the most so she didn't have that dizziness that I experienced.

I taught it would better to start now then to start at the time when the dis-ease shows if at all but my body is thankful for the extra boost it gets from this pill.

I am learning a great deal about myself lately since the program end and I started combining tools and skills together to help keep me moving at a steady pace of evolution, expansion, growth and knowledge.

Shifts and Transformations

Surprise! Surprise! Surprise! I am back for a long absence and I am looking forward to let my readers know what has been going on. Since the last time I posted, I register for the Unlock Your Abundance Matrix program. 

I've dream so long since I've first heard about this program but now it almost seem surreal that I am finally in this program taking advantage of every single moment of this. 

I am in day eleven of Unlock Your Abundance Matrix and I am having a really good time with it. I am learning to simple notice what comes up for me and going through the process to help harmonize to release then to transform into something that is beneficial and serves my highest good. Every time I run the holographic tools, I feel that I continue to get lighter and lighter energetically. 

From the moment I started with this program, I began to notice that may thing that I've done were to keep me in the old patterns and beliefs of being but I put my foot down and decided that enough was enough. I have been working two jobs since the last time I posted anything here. 

I began to perceptive things at one of the work places, every time I would get there I would get drained. It became lifeless. I enjoyed the people I worked with but the management wasn't what I expected it to be. 

The atmosphere became toxic and fast, everything went into a downward spiral. To make this simpler I wasn't happy there anymore and it was time for a shift so I decided to continue my education and move forward to create a better life for myself and those around me. 

About a month

It's been about a month since I started take the Magnetic pills and they have done a world of help for me. I've been to silence the clatter that goes in my mind. I am down to only a couple left and sent out for more and I am looking forward to what happens in my second month.

I am starting to see the change from inside out as everything around is appearing different. I am noticing see things that I didn't before and I am seeing the warning alarms early on and I am acting on changing those things that are no longer working for.

I have started to be the changes I want to see in myself and the outside is starting to reflect what is going on the inside. I've started to realize when I start to stray off the path in the past or when I start to think of the future but I check myself and return to the present moment. I do have my ups and downs but its not as often now then it was before I start down this path to experience abundance and health in all aspects of my life.

Inner Retreat

Since I posted last, I decided to take sometime away from outward more towards inward as I felt myself falling apart at one point.

I started to read more books where I find my attention was going to. I have several books I've started which I haven't finished due to my work schedule but I find myself taking in a lot more information than before.

I've added meditation to my routine.When I add a meditation from Paul Santisi, I have noticed a big changed when I wake in the morning, I do it sometimes at night before bed, I find myself not thinking of anything.

It strange as I find the separateness from my body, there is a sensation of pulling a heavy weight. I don't realize that I have a body until I start to wake more fully. I have learned through this meditation that it helps to set me up for the day. I have yet to find the answer to the tiredness but I know I will find it.

I find that going down the stairs that lead me into the living room. I see them stretch and dip beneath my feet. I sometimes feel that I am not longer vibrating in this dimension and when I finally make it to the landing everything goes back to normal but I do miss that different vibration if felt different but it also felt wonderful.

The Custodians: Beyond Abduction By Dolores Cannon

The Custodians: Beyond Abduction
Dolores Cannon
Copyrighted 1999, 2001, 2008, 2009, 2010, 2012, 2013
New Age/UFO

Dolores Cannon's purpose in writing book was to open people minds to the endless possibilities of life out there beyond the stars. This purpose was very prominent through the book not only that but she also states not to take her word for it but to do your own research into the study.

It was logical in a sense that she covered all her bases and she got answers to many questions that public has always asked and no one had the answers until now.

This whole subject has always interested me as I've had questions of my own about what life was like beyond our solar system. I got a lot of my questions answered when I read through this book. Questions like, what type of life is out there? What do they look like? How do they live? Are there always around us?

Ironically enough normally I would be devouring books in a couple of days but with this books it took me about a month to finish it. I found myself taking baby steps just like the author has done during the time she was also gathering information about this subject.

Favorite quote from book: "Once they think that something is possible, theirs minds will then be free to explore and travel down unknown and strange pathways."

What I liked most about that book is all the different type of beings she encountered through her clients. There really isn't anything that I didn't like about book expect that time in which it took me to finish it. The last impression I take away from this book will be the awe and wonder of what else lays beyond our planet Earth, what other life is out there and will we be ready to meet them?

The book opened up for me the unlimited possibilities out there for a lot things. I didn't learn anything new from this book but it did confirm what I already knew was true, that we aren't alone in this Universe. The cover itself really drew the attention from passerby and people riding the bus.

I would hearty recommend this book to anyone who is curious about what lays beyond that which societies don't want us to know about. Open up and see for yourself. Take that fear of the unknown and use it to learn more because with knowledge comes a new sense of wonder and curiosity.

Between Death and Life: Conversations with a Spirit (Newly Updated and Revised Edition) By Dolores Cannon

Between Death and Life: Conversations with a Spirit
Dolores Cannon
Copyrighted 1993, 1995, 2001, 2010, 2011, 2013
New Age/Self Help

The author's purpose in writing this book is not only to keep an open mind to what happens when someone pass away but also to think of the possibilities that you don't get just this one life to live. Only to conceive of the possibility that not all is black and white as we were lead to believe.

Dolores does make a logical argument as much as she can on this subject as she has regressed many people all of them have recounted similar accounts that what it's like on the other side.

The subject itself keep my eyes glued to the page so much so that when I got busy with life and couldn't read the book. I looked at with longing, the cover of the book attracting my attention remind that there was more to read and learn from this accounts.

"People should not be afraid of dying. Death is no more to be feared than breathing. Dying is as natural and as painless as...blinking your eyes."

"IT IS AMAZING that all the information in this book was obtained from many different people who did not know each other. They were of various religions and occupations. Yet in spite of their differences, the information they gave while in deep trance does not contradict but rather compliments each other."

I don't have a favorite part in the book because the whole book is my favorite. What I like most about the book is the information of what lays beyond after we pass on. I often wondered what it was like on the other side what there really a Heaven and Hell. Did our actions really dictate where we will be for all eternity? What was is like to pass over? Was it painful or what it as easy as breathing?

This whole book left a lasting impression on me because of how the author goes about relating the information to the reader. Everything was soft and gentle, she really understand that some people would rejected certain information so she was able to time it just right to relate each piece information at it appointed time in the book.

What I learn from this book is that karma is what dictates you in everything you do, everyone you meet and every place you go. And that even in that other place, you are learning to that you always have choose whether to stay or to go back 'home'. This book really gets you think and I've got to say I've gotten plenty of 'ah' moments when reading it. Things that didn't make sense before, it's as if this book shed some light in those areas and I find myself saying, "Oh well that's what happen. That's makes a whole lot of sense now."

I would recommend this book to anyone who has an open mind and is curiosity about what lays beyond or anyone who is interested in boarding their horizon.

Conversations with Nostradamus: His Prophecies Explained Vol. 2 (Revised Edition) By Dolores Cannon

Conversations with Nostradamus, Volume 2
(Revised Edition)
Dolores Cannon
Copyrighted 1990, 1992
New Age/Prophecy

After reading the first volume of conversations with Nostradamus, I found myself waiting for the second volume and I thought it would occupy my time all reading something else from Dolores Cannon while I waited.

I found a lot of striking similarities when I started reading the second volume as the author herself was having a lot of setbacks but I like how she went with the flow.

I had a lot of setbacks myself always trying to read the second volume, a lot of these kept coming up in interrupting my reading time.

Finally I finished reading the book today and it was amazing. The author's commitments to her readers is absolute wonderful because despite all her fears and emotions on this particular subject she still published her work for all of us to read.

And she conveys her emotion with this quote, "let us reassure him that his warnings have not been in vain, nor have become too late. Let us promise him that now that we know the truth, we will do everything in our power to accomplish what he wished, to save humankind and our beloved Earth. His mission has been accomplished. The rest is up to us."

"This book contains hundred and 143 additional quatrains written and deciphered by Nostradamus himself... Nostradamus emphasize that humanity could change the future if they knew which of the multiple timelines they were traveling on, and what the results of the past were. Humanity is not powerless. Through the power of informed minds much of the horror scene by Nostradamus can be averted."

This is actually part of the summary on the back of the second book and they continue to emphasize like it said humanity is not powerless and through the power of informed minds you can change what he saw because what he saw was not set in stone.

Dolores's purpose in writing this book has not been lost because despite the the gloomy predictions, she continues to have hope in humanity and that they can change their future. And her arguments are very logical because with the right information you can change those predictions. The author kept me interested even when I couldn't read the book.

My favorite part of the book would be have to been the last couple chapters. The one chapter in particular that caught my attention was when she took the subject back to the future to see what happens to the world. I'm not going to say any more on the subject, I'm going to which you read it and find out for yourself. That's chapter 27 if you're interested in reading it for yourself.

My lasting impression on this book is Nostradamus is space in humanity and that he knows we have the power to change our futures for the better. I learned more about Nostradamus himself as a person as I read through the second volume. But I still have one last volume 3, and I'm looking forward to learning more about his personality and his other predictions. If learning about the quatrains and having Nostradamus himself decipher them doesn't grab your attention the cover should will.

I would recommend this book to anyone interested in Nostradamus, his quatrains, astrology and the knowledge about his future events that might happen. Another phenomenal read by this author, I plan on doing many book reviews on the rest of her books. So stay tuned

Conversations with Nostradamus: His Prophecies Explained Vol. 1 (Revised and Addendum) By Dolores Cannon Cont...

Conversations with Nostradamus, Volume 1
(Revised & Addendum)
Dolores Cannon
Copyrighted 1989, 1992, 1997, 2001
New Age/Prophecy.

Like I had said in the previous post, I couldn't put this book down. Every time I tried I go right back to but while reading this book. I understood what the author went through near the end of chapter 5, when she said, "If Nostradamus and the other psychics were right, then the world would shift. The terrible earth changes would take place and the remnants of mankind would call from the rubble to try to begin building a world all over again. Why? Why try to accomplish anything in life if it could be taken away so easily, and suddenly? But then what was the alternative?"

I went through those same thoughts myself while watching documentaries of the doom and gloom that Nostradamus predicted in his quatrains on the History Channel. But once I realized that life continues I got over it present, including just stop what I was doing. Just because they said the end is coming. No one knows when the end is coming until it happens. Or at least that's what my thoughts were when I chose to continue to live my life the way I wanted to. Despite the doom and gloom of Nostradamus, his quatrains.

When I started to read about the doom and gloom quatrains, I didn't get upset for myself but for the fact that we, human beings, have to go through such mayhem before we desire peace so badly after such disasters and to even get along with one another because of those disasters because enough is enough for us. I can see the why behind it, not don't misunderstand me, this is not to make light of those disasters and what's coming, but I noticed a common pattern with people these days unless something happens, they won't do anything to prevent it until it happens.

And here's another reason why I can understand if these disasters come to pass the reason why people will desire peace above all else. That's because I had read another book called, Hidden Power: How to Unleash the Power of Your Subconscious Mind by James K Van Fleet, in chapter 10 of this book. It talks about how you my used as a conscious mind to rid yourself of undesirable habits and one of the five techniques to be used on all that habits is one that stood out the most to me. And that's the first and it reads, "you must reach the point you can no longer tolerate yourself the way you are or the situation the way it is."

So when I was reading the conversation with Nostradamus and he had remarked on something like this that sometimes people have to go through what they have to go through so that way they can grasp peace and look toward the future with new eyes. It's really a challenge for me to put my thoughts onto the page as I don't have the words to describe what I want to but I am trying my best. So here we go!

The author's purpose in writing this book was to get the information out to the public before the quatrains could come to pass. It hopes to help us prevent what was predicted of those quatrains, although we couldn't prevent many of them from coming to pass, but there are still some that are in the far future that we can prevent. The author's argument is as follows, "Will he succeed in warning us? Is there still time to change our future? I pray that we will. For the things that Nostradamus foresaw for world are too horrible to ignore. And after all, it's the only world we have."

I believe that we be able to prevent these from coming to pass, as were starting to wake up, not only as individuals but as a group to awaken to who they truly are. It's just like a domino effect. Once one domino falls. The rest will fall as well. The author kept me very interested in the book. Like I said before and I don't mind repeating I couldn't put the book down. Even when my eyes tired, I kept on reading so much so that I read it within three days.

My favorite section of the book would have to be when the quatrains turned to look up in a positive light. When things start to settle and we were looking towards a peaceful life. Once the times of trouble are over. These quatrains described many things that will happen to enlighten mankind and help us move toward a spiritual awakening. I guess you can say more so than we are now and will be easier to.

I can't really say I didn't like anything about the book because I loved the whole book. As I was reading it from a neutral standpoint. I didn't really learn anything new from the books, but it did confirm a lot of things that I was suspicious of from what I've heard in the past about certain things. The cover itself was very attracting is probably one of the big reasons why also want to read and because I'm interested in Nostradamus.

I would highly recommend this book to anyone as long as they remain open-minded about what they're reading and their reading it from a neutral standpoint because there will be certain sections of the book that can frighten you. If you're not ready for what you're going to read. It's a book worth putting in your library. Because of the information the rich information that you find in its pages. I would rate this book 5 stars.

Feel As If You Have It

Good morning! I hope everyone's having a wonderful morning just like I have. Today we are going to talk about the concept of "Feel as if you have it." I have actually had trouble with this concept in the past, I say in the past because I came to the realization that I wasn't doing this concept or rather putting into action this concept.

When I realized what I was doing it caused me to become aware of an old habit, I have actually shut down my ability to feel slightly be disappointed if things didn't come to pass the way I intended them to. But all that's changed now because somehow overnight a light bulb went off and I finally got it!

So now before I write in my gratitude log about the past, the present, and the future; I get into that space of FEELING grateful for all the things that has happened, that are happening, and that are going to happen as if they have already happened now in the present.

It's really important that you feel what you intend to manifest in the here and now because it already exists in another plane of existence but you feeling it now brings into this plane of existence so that way you can manifest it.

What Started It All?

What started it all for me, it began on my 22nd birthday things occurred that day that put me on this path of conscious awakening. Before that time, I spent it stumbling around in the dark not knowing where to go and not knowing what I was going to do with my life.

Sufficient to say that that birthday would always remind me that even though events that day hurt me at the time, I will always be grateful to them because they opened my eyes to things I didn't want to see at the time.

The hurt was long forgotten and forgiven because it was through that hurt that I transformed my life, I never looked back. I keep moving forward because it's in the here and now is where it matters.

In those days, before my birthday were very dark or at least that's how I saw them at that time. I came to the realization that year before the new year, that I wasn't happy at all and that I can continue on like this. I felt myself dying inside, and the writing looked was very dark.

I saw no sunlight or light. In those times, the darkness was so thick that the light couldn't get through to me but that hurt caused a crack in the darkness however small it allowed light to filter in to me. I consciously realized that I needed to change, that I needed to change because no one else is going to do it for me.

So began my journey for change, and so here I am enjoying the journey and not concern myself  with the destination.

What do I mean when I say I've gone through the purging process?

I realize in my last entry that I was a little vague on the subject of purging one's body of the old way of being. Of course the purging I am talking about has nothing to do with the movie, but the concept is similar as it has to do with the removal of impurities in the body for me in a violent way of doing it through vomiting and migraines.

I want to clarify there is killing involved unless you count the clearing that is involved with the old way of being (impurities) no humans were harmed in the purging of my body. Because instead of resisting the process, I went with the flow.

Now by definition purging means to remove (impurities and other elements) by or as if by cleansing, in case there is still some confusion about what I mean when I say I underwent the purging process in a positive manner.

Purging Moments

Today has been a hectic day, first I didn't need to go into work today but it all worked out in my favor because I was able to come home early. Only when I got home I wasn't feeling too well, I started to get one of my migraines. I realized that it was my body purging itself of the old way of being.

It is my body's way of showing me that I am evolving, growing, and learning new ways of being. I'm still feeling a little bit unwell but I am recovering quickly and rapidly with the knowledge that I am looking at new horizons and endless possibilities coming my way.

Our bodies has an interesting way of letting us know when we have gone beyond the old ways of being. For each person is is different, some may feel nothing while others feel something. The thing is to allow whatever comes your way because if you resist it things will only get worse.

Go with the flow, you'll be surprised where it takes you.

Thoughts on Commitment

For anything that you're doing in life. You must be fully and completely committed to it, how else are you go to make a change in life if you are committed to that change in life. If you want to get that car, if you want to have that money you need to be committed to it and to do so after going a little bit of help.

Now to do that you must put in the work to create the change in your life. I noticed that with myself, I wanted to change my life so badly that I neglected to put into practice what I have learned at a complete laziness and a little help from the Ego of course.

Now of course it takes two people to tango and if I had not listened to the ego I wouldn't be or rather I wouldn't be where I don't want to be. But everything is a learning experience, and I'm learning a great deal about myself because of what I was not doing.

Now no matter where you are in your life or where you're not in your life everything is a learning experience so don't lament where you are now because where you are now will only help you to grow as an individual and also will help the collective consciousness grow as a whole.

Synergistic Experience

I am amazed at this synergistic experience I just had today. I was thinking about an old friend that I had and spoke to when a long time. I was also thinking about where my next income was can come from. Suddenly this friend calls and we start talking for a while he tell me what was going on, I told him what was going on.

And he told me that he was working at Amazon again, so he suggested that I apply their for the packing or the picking department. Who would've thought that out of all the techniques that I was using today this would show up in my life right here right now.

It simply goes to show, that the universe is always providing for you and that if you stay open to it you will receive the answers to your questions. It is simply the universe showing you proof that it is providing for you.

I am looking forward to writing more about the proof the universe provides for you and the more you notice the more you will seek.