What are my Core Values?

Since my last post my five year old cat receive his surgery and is doing very well. I've begun to put what I have learned from Joseph Murphy and Bob Proctor said about exercising my mind to change the paradigm inside so that the outside will change. I've begun to notice the change I've begun praying to my infinite intelligence and using switchwords which was recently discovered while I was experience the obstacles with my cat.

I have begun to pack for a new adventure as my block will be transforming into a 480 spot parking garage but I am excited with the idea that I get to see other houses because it's time for a new change. I've started packing to make it easier to move when we find that one house that will suit our requirements.

My referral business has been experiencing some ups and downs as well as my ads are being flagged left and right but I am determined to stick with it because all this flagging is just going to lead me to a gold mine where I will find serious individuals who will do there monthly shopping and work as a team to build there businesses.

I have started to look deep within myself for my Core Values, I realize how important it is from me to discover them as it will help generate a continual income on a daily basics. I've slowly down to a crawl as I don't want to move forward until I discover those core values. I noticed that I procrastinate when it comes to drastic changes in my life. I never finished those courses that will change my life at such a drastic rate that I hit the terror barrier and bounce right off.

I've come to say that enough is enough, I realized that the fear is there but I am going to crash through that terror barrier to keep moving forward as I know that good I can when I am financially stable will go far.

Bear ~ Direction

A couple of things happened yesterday during early afternoon the 'Look Inside' for my book went online, I registered for the Goodreads I became librarian, my book was added to there list and today I have my very own author's page with them. I found out today how important grounding is before doing a theta meditation or any meditation really.
During the meditation I would five minutes before it was over and decided to take a nap as I was dog sitting again today. Only while I was dreaming I didn't have any sort of control over that state, everything I did felt forced and I was using a lot energy just to react to things. Everything felt heavy, dense in someway sometime I thought I was awake because I know that my eyes were open at some point.
Only somewhere deep within me I knew that I was dream because in my waking reality movement wouldn't be so forceful to do when I woke I was more exhausted than when I went to bed not only that during the dream my throat and mouth became dry. I couldn't even speak during the dream.

• July Lotus Silvermist
• Goodreads July Lotus Silvermist Author's Page
• Goodreads Book Show
• Amazon My Book available here!
• Createspace My Book available here!
• Natures Blessings
• Planetary Healing Project
• Spagyrika

Spiritual Awakening

I have even received my orgone yet and I already starting to have dreams about it. I am not sure what the dreams tend but many times while I napping at my sister in law's apartment the become abstract, jigsaw type dreams.
I am really looking for to the next speak today in the all about you week they're hold at the master works healing site. Yesterday I took away a lot of juicy useful information that I have already had decided to put into action. How does it get even better than this?

Check out my facebook fan page: July Lotus Silvermist

The Beastly Covenant Ebook is coming soon!

Here are a couple of more:

• Access Consciousness
• Natures Blessings
• Planetary Healing Project
• Amazon My Book available here!
• Createspace My Book available here!

Day Ten of Divine Mother Healing: Question Day

I was a little late as I go wrapped up in watching some anime and later listening to some music but I was able to caught the answer to the question I had asked. I know what do if the situation ever arise that the dark energies don't wish to leave me alone. I have blessed oil which I can use to anoint now only myself but anything I would like to anoint. These past week was a phenomenal sensation of awakening.

Day Nine of Divine Mother Healing: Lakshmi

Had a bit of a restless night, I am still exhausted as I didn't get a restful, refreshing nights sleep. I didn't really have much energy to do anything today expect for posting on my xanga. The session today was a wonderful, uplifting. I am starting to feel different since I've used the oil that I've had with my during each session. Even thought I was a bit unhappy before the sessions started that is all beginning change as I drive deeper into an inner peace that I didn't know I had before. The advise I've recevied since I've started to join in the session are things that I plan to take with on this journey.

Day Eight of Divine Mother Healing: More About Money

I am so grateful that my brother was able to fix the proxy server problem I've been having since yesterday that I even missed my call. I caught today's calls five minutes into it. I am grateful that I am able to caught yesterdays class but I love to be there with her when she is live. Even now I am listening to the few minutes I missed.

Day Seven of Divine Mother Healing: How to say NO to Energy Drains is the one that I missed yesterday that I plan on watching today once it loads.

Day Six of Divine Mother Healing: Money Issues Pt One

Another fantastic lessons has come and gone but I feel the difference in myself and because of the teachings. I find myself realizing that I haven't acknowledge where I am only I push through it and force myself to remain positive. Now for here on out I intend to acknowledge where I am healing it with HPT and help to alleviate it to move forward with positive thoughts and affirmations. I love that idea of having an alter for my higher self and giving thanks for what I have in this moment.

Day Five of Divine Mother Healing: Karma

I started my day a little later than I normal do, my body must have need the extra sleep seen some nights I seem to be a bit restless. I was really into the topic of today's session. Only I was getting irritated at something that was out of my control and that was the video keep freezing and occasionally jumping about so I was a bit distracted. Near the end it stop freezing and I was able to do the exercise she had for us with little effort. Which I am really grateful and that I have another technique that I can to my toolkit.

"Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary." Steve Jobs

Day Four of Divine Mother Healing: Self-Love

Despite having to dog sit today, I was able to catch today's session with little problem. It's phenomenal how in the moment I am in when I am listen to her words. Everything within me quiets down to hear what is being said. I am so grateful to this free sessions. I am learning a great deal about not only myself but of others people who are looking to heal. The energy of this sessions continues to pulse within me. Even now ever since I've tried the HPT technique, I feel an incredible shift in my own energies.

Day Three of Divine Mother Healing: Getting Closer to Divine Mother

Another phenomenal session, these sessions are helping to stay in the present moment that I don't even noticed how the minutes have gone by. I was disappointed that it ended so quickly only when I looked at the clock it was later than I had original though it was. I have posted me question today as the topic today brought something up for me that I hadn't quite forgotten since it affected me greatly in the years before my awakening.

Day Two of Divine Mother Healing: Healing & Miracles

Today I was all set to go instead on listening to the teleseminar, I decided to watch the session instead only this time around it went offline. But I did get to talk to some very interesting people on chat that was going on. Despite the video going offline, I was able to catch the last few minutes of the session on the teleseminar link. I could still feel the healing from Rebecca.

Day One of Divine Mother Healing: Getting Prayers Answered

I was all set and ready to go only that it didn't work out that way. Something went wrong with the connection and I miss the whole thing. I was annoyed admit as I was really excited about the blessing and I am really looking forward to these next ten days of healing. I am grateful that my package can earlier then schedule even as I type this up I am back up the information I have on this laptop. I have surround it with crystals as well to keep it working and free from negative.

April PAD Challenge Day 6

Don't follow the dictations of society;
instead follow the beatings of your own heart.

Don’t follow the dictations of society, as you’ll
find yourself in a dark abyss so deep that all else
seems hopeless.

Don’t follow the dark melody of scarcity, you’ll
find yourself buried deep within your own misery.
Don’t follow ego or you’ll end up an endless maze
with no exit.

When sight is colored only in black and white, listen
to your heart. Color will bled through and you’ll start
to live life to the fullest. You will see joy where there
once despair.

You’ll feel love where hatred resided. Hope will blossom
on a plane that was barren wasteland. Light will chase
away the shadows of doubt to replace it with faith in the
impossible.

Stand strong when other thinks you are crazy. Face fear
with love when others would coward. While others are
doing what is expect of them. You are creating the reality
you want to live.

Live life to the fullest, experience the wonders of miracles,
love unconditional and know that you are not alone in this
world. We are all one on a much deeper lever than we can
understand.

April PAD Challenge Day 5

In a sea of nothingness,
A sense of awareness can be found.

In a void of shadows where no path can be seen,
A path is constructed from love and light.

In a world driven by the ego's dictations,
the voices of the higher self sing to be heard.

Achievements for May

1. I plan to master attuning myself to my home frequency until it become effortless
2. I intend to attract the right kind of people who have help improve and achieve my true potential as a writer and a person.
3. I want to catch up with my online writing course, critique my classmates and complete the poetry prompts for last month.
   

April PAD Challenge Day 4

Our friendship blossom over a decades
and over three sets of seasonal changes. We
shared in happy moments and secrets that I
trusted to no other.

Only to see you turn you’re back to me when
faced with truth and reality. Fear gripped you
tightly. I sought only comfort and support but
instead receive cold words of programming.

I walked a fine line that day with friendship
that was so delicate like a frozen lake with
cracks on the surface uncertain when it would
give way beneath my feet.

The trust was delicate enough that it shattered
under the pressure of others and the lack of
reaching out to help your fellow man in need.

The rope broke, I fell into a lake of desolation
only for the ice to break apart and I sunk into the
cold waters. I floated in the murky depths of a
nightmare.

I numbly tried to swim up to the surface but the
grip of betrayal held me tight until one day I
broke away and was greeted by the warmth of
unconditional acceptance.

The waters that once held me down, suffocating me
released me and I broke the surface with a new sense
of life and passion. To never look back on those dark
days and embrace what it is to live, truly live.

April PAD Challenge Day 3

The world would be a quiet place,
with no laughter and outrageous
thoughts. No fresh perspectives
to force others to think outside
of the box. One less individual
and one less voice to touch the
heart of others where it really
matters.

April PAD Challenge Day 2

Beneath a sea of gray clouds,
I find joy in the knowledge of
at being one with everything.

April PAD Challenge Day 1

Clawing and pulling clumps of dirt as
I climbed up the mountain side, the path
unseen, clouded by anger and resentment.

Lies and fears society manipulated me to try
to keep me from the true path. Light shone
brightly at the top of the mountain urging me
forward.

Urging me to reach for the truth despite the
uncertain that brewed with my heart. I let
instinct take over and found that what was
one took effort now became effortless.

I was given a rope, a life line to the top,
but the climb seem never ending and at
times I thought I show the light dim as
doubt stirred beneath my breast.

Persistence keep me going until I reached
the top, I felt warmth and safe enveloped me.
I lay there with the embrace of this essences and
I knew that my journey was not over.

I rose to my feet and look before me at the beauty of
lush forest and amongst the tall ancient trees lay a path
that of twist and turns. I look over the edge of the
mountain to find myself staring into an abyss of
darkness.

A chasm of dark history that beckoned my back into its
embrace and it sang of victimhood and lifelessness.
Behind me was only desolation and death. Before me
stood a world of wonder and miracles, a voice called to me.

Beyond the woods spoke a voice of guidance and unity.
I stepped towards the path with secure footing, the past
howled to me to stop. But its screams fell silent in the
face of divinity true essence of unconditional love.

I now walk the path where I am not alone. A path in which
I meet with great mentors and teachers that help me grow with
each step I take. Friendships help me to learn of the laughter and
love. Experiences that help me evolve into a better person every day,
in hopes to become that closer to my higher purpose.

Freedom for Writing

Started the day the just right as I was able to get up somewhat early. I am still a bit exhausted but thanks to my protein shake I've got the energy I need to get my things done. Good News! Yesterday, I've registered for a free creative weeks course that last for seven weeks and I plan to take again in June. I am going to take every opportunity that I am given to improve my writing. I'll use the course to complete The Masquerade I am working on. Everything happens for a reason and I am glad that I took action with little hesitation on my part. I've only started lately to set intentions and I am glad that I've started because now I am seeing how useful they really are. Somehow those simply words 'I intend...' get things going a lot faster and without those words they is simply no motivation at all. Of course that is what I think.