Monday, January 27, 2014

Open to the Universe

Your human life – the taking on of physical form, your interaction with the world, all that is accomplished and experienced – can be seen as an opportunity, a choice you have made, to bring the infinite love of the Source of All to the specific point in time and space that is your body, your life.

You are bringing the unlimited through the doorway of your being into a world that has thought itself limited. You are introducing freedom to the world of... form. Your consciousness is free to roam the Universe, and when you remember this freedom and grant it to yourself, you access the infinite love of the Source.

Your expanded consciousness is like an ocean through which Divine Love expresses itself as currents of light. You, the human focus you have chosen to be, are like a sailor on the ocean. As your skill increases you can ride these currents, picking up new currents as you move through your day, carried forward, lifted by Divine Love in each moment.

~ Sananda via Christoper Sell
www.heaven-on-earth.co.uk

Art ~ Monica Fadul 

Sunday, January 26, 2014

Still Recovering

Like I said in the previous post, I've been having fever off and on which makes me think I must have gotten a infection of some kind while I was out and about those couple days that third week in January. I've drinking a lot of Vitamin C , drinking plenty of water and just rest up as much as I can.

I am looking forward to the days, where I won't have take any pills or meditation of any sort because I will be 100% health everyday all day. I've been really thinking about going to a Quantum Healing Hypnosis, I found one really close to home.

I will reserve my opinion until I go have the experience and I will tell you all about than.

Saturday, January 25, 2014

Hear No Evil, Speak No Evil

Good afternoon! I was having a bit of trouble today thinking about what I'm going to talk about but I decided to talk about something that is been on my mind lately.

I have begun to notice that I've become to the three monkeys, the monkey that has his ears covered and the monkey the has his eyes covered.

I have begun to wonder why this is happening, the more I want to be noticed and heard the more I fade into the background. Now remember, it's not done to you. It's done for you.

So I reverse the roles instead of thinking people are not hear what I'm saying and not seeing what I'm saying. I start to think what am I not seeing about what I'm saying or what I'm not hearing about one thing.

I've come to the realization that most of my life I have faded into the background because for majority of my life. I was made fun of often by others. That's when I came to the realization that it's better to be not seen and not heard so I would not be made fun of.

So it makes sense that when I'm asking for help I get none in return. Because of that belief that it's better to fade into the background so I wouldn't have to be made fun of for who I or who I continue to be. Now that it's out in the open, I can begin to heal that belief.

Friday, January 24, 2014

Dolores Cannon on Healing Your Past to Live to Your Fullest Potential

Dolores Cannon & Julia Cannon - Soul Speaks (The Moore Show)

Recovering Stages

I am doing very well since my bout of dis-ease this past week, I've gotten right back onto the grind stone working on my upcoming writing projects one being my personal directory. I learned a couple of things while I was sick, lying up in bed I am a lot stronger than I look. Not only that I became curiosity about what brings one a fever in the first place. I found this article:  Why I Don’t Reduce A Fever- And What I do Instead

I read this article thoroughly and it made a whole lot of since so never the end of the my couple of days from dis-ease I decided to let the fever run and just have a cool wash cloth on my head until the end. I intend to follow through the To Do List on article for future reference.

Tuesday, January 14, 2014

More About the Law of Allowing

Wisdom Of The Hidden Realms Oracle Cards 
by Colette Baron-Reid
I was wondering about what is the talk about today. But I decided to talk about more about the law of allowing that I've had more experience with it today.

When I was out and about today, I've had some experience with the law of allowing since basically my understanding of that law is to allow everything in resisting nothing.

No matter what my perception of the situation may be, ‘good or bad.’ The fact of the matter is that it’s happening for me not to me.

The more experience I have that the law allowing the more it becomes second nature to me and I prefer to go with the flow, then resisted because there’s a lot of peace there, and a lot of calm and joy there.

With resistance, there’s always this push and pull. I would always get drained often with resistance and now it’s like I don’t know what resistance was. I’m unplugging from that habit every day in every way. The more I experience it, the more experience allowing or the state of allowing everything in resisting nothing. The more I want to experience it every day all day.

Monday, January 13, 2014

Taking A Moment

Good evening all! I'm taking a few moments now to let you know I am alive and well but a little wary at the same time. I've been really busy at work and the comings and goings are what's wearing me down. I still find it a challenge to get up in the morning as I'm so comfortable mornings, but it's only temporary as things will start to slow down soon. I am committed to posting daily as long as I don't have to get up early the next morning.

I'm going to talk a little bit about the Law of Allow, the more I think about that law of allowing the more it makes sense to me. I decided to put that law into effect. Once I started working more often. I'm noticing that I am not really getting irritated frustrated as much anymore because I am in the state of allowing everything in resisting nothing. The more proof. I see of the law allowing the more I'm in a state of allowing everything in resisting nothing.

Monday, January 06, 2014

Wordpress.com

I am working on putting together my first wordpress blog, uploading my xanga blog. It's interesting to see how different it wordpress is to any other blog I have. But it's worth learning new things and gaining new skills so I am looking forward to see what I will come up for this blog.

Saturday, January 04, 2014

What does it mean to give thanks? What does it mean to be thankful?

I have learned a great many things about being thankful since I started on this path. No matter what you are doing or where you go for information about becoming more aware you will find that first thing you need to do is to be thankful before all else.

It’s one of the things that you must FEEL when you intend to manifest your goals and dreams. Another emotion that you must FEEL is LOVE. But first let me talk about being thankful, no matter how you see a situation, whether good or bad. You must be thankful for it because that situation good or bad are teaching lessons that you’ll need later on in life.

So be grateful for the past, present and future. And when you’re being grateful for the future be grateful for it now in the present to their manifest in the presence. Being grateful for future now, it’s because you’re FEELING it now in the present moment. And being in the present moment helps you focus on the here and now, when you focus on the here and now, it will manifest in the present as if you have it now.

Remember that the UNIVERSE understands only vibration that’s what you must use it as if you have it now. That’s why when you tell the UNIVERSE what you intend to manifest. You must feel those words to help manifest and also be grateful for it now.

Love is also a part of it because when you’re feeling it now. You must feel how it would feel when you have that which you are intending to manifest. And loves is the greatest vibration that the universe response to.
So when you are thinking about the goals and dreams that you are intending to manifest always remember to feel thankful for it now and send out loving energy to the universe.

Check out Map of Consciousness post for more information about the emotions and their vibrations.

Friday, January 03, 2014

Dare to Dream


Epiphany / Satori Moments

Epiphany is an ‘Ah ha’ moment when you finally understand what’s going on around you and what you can try to comprehend is beginning your journey of conscious awareness.

I've had many of these moments when I decided to sit down and write them out. Ever since doing so, ever since committing to doing so I've begun to notice epiphanies, more and more every day all day.

Along with synergistic experiences and symbols of abundance when you’re open to it, and you begin to notice them is when you will have more them.

Although I don’t know where I’m going, I know where I've been and I don’t intend on going back there. So I have is to keep moving.

So for example I had an epiphany moment when I realized that everything I was doing up to this point I wasn't FEELING any of it. I was just going through the motion but not really feeling it with my heart and soul.

That’s when I decided to do things differently, so when I write in my journal I make sure that I am in the FEELING moment before I even thing about putting my pen to paper once I am in that moment of FEELING I begin to write. 

Thursday, January 02, 2014

Mind & Music


Taking Action!

Good morning! By the time you read this, I’ll be off having another adventure you can. Now this talk about taking action or what they call inspired action as it inspired by the divine intelligence.

What is it to take action? Well this is how I’ve come to understand it, when you set a goal you want to manifest. You must take some sort of action to manifest it or else it won’t happen because nothing is done sitting down and doing nothing.

When I say doing nothing it means that when inspiration comes you don’t take action you second-guess yourself. Now what is it going to feel like when you take this action, I have noticed that when you go with the flow and you are in the moment completely focused on that inspiration it’s effortless.

The action is like silk on your skin.

That’s the best way to describe it. It’s so smooth. It’s so easy and there’s no second-guessing you simply do it. Another thing I noticed is that when you’re in the moment taking this action. You are like an observer looking from the outside in. You see yourself doing things, but somehow you’re a different state of consciousness at the time.

It is similar to when you are dreaming.

Now let’s say you are sitting around doing nothing, don’t judge yourself because that’s exactly what you’re supposed to be doing unless you have that inspiration that moves you. That gets you going. That’s when you take action; otherwise just consider this your rest and recuperation stage.

So just enjoy yourself during those stages of rest and recuperation because you just might find yourself a bit busy later on.

Wednesday, January 01, 2014

2014 New Moon Abundance Checks

New Moon Abundance Checks
Wednesday, January 1, 2014
New Moon in Capricorn (10° 57' 27")
3:14 am PST - 4:14 am MST - 5:14 am CST - 6:14 am EST - 11.14 am GMT

New Moon Abundance Checks are a simple way to increase your chances for an abundant life. Writing Abundance Checks is the practice of intention or manifesting positive events in your life. The act of writing the check is an indication to the universe that you are prepared to receive gifts from a variety of sources. Some people use plain paper and create their own checks. Others use checks from their own checking account. Be willing to consider non-monetary rewards as gifts from the universe, and you will begin to see where abundance abounds in your life.

Within 24 hours before or after the New Moon, prepare a check. If you forget, write it the next day or when the moon is growing still, backdate it in your mind, mentally to the new moon! Remember the new moon is the time to manifest!
ི On the pay to lines, write your own name.
ི Leave the date line blank.
ི For the dollar amount(s), write Paid in Full.
ི On the signature line, write The Law of Abundance.
ི Option: On the back make a list of things you’d like to manifest.
ི Put the check in a safe place and forget about it until the next new moon.

Manifest abundance today in all areas of your life, by reminding yourself you are worth it. 
~ JustChanneling

Happy New Year!!!! Welcome 2014!!!!


Tuesday, December 31, 2013

Last Quote of the Year.


2014 To Do List From Facebook Posts

New Year's Day is also the New moon around 6am EST. Powerful energy to create. Start anew. Fresh year and a blank canvas. 5 juicy Law of attraction tips that I love are:

1. Create with WOW
Make a vision board for what you want to create this year. Take a poster board, cut out pictures and words from magazines that represent what you want your life to look like in 2014, and glue them however you like. Or print pictures of the Internet like Pinterest and put them in a f...older or special box.

2. Act as if
Write as if it is December 31, 2014 and you are reflecting back on the past year. This is acting as if, to manifest what you want to happen. If you study the law of attraction, you know how powerful the feeling of already having what you want is.

3. The Year of ______.
Pick one word that you want to set the tone for this year. Declare it now and write it on post-it's where you will be reminded. This is living on purpose. (Mine is delicious.)

4. To-do-fun list
Set intentions. This is a different energy than resolutions. This focus on feeling good. They can be goals or wishes but should feel light, not heavy like a chore, out of guilt, obligation, needing to "fix" yourself. Perfect to gain clarity of what you want and if you like to make lists.

5. Gratitude attitude
Get the gratitude going starting tomorrow. Start a fresh journal where you have to write one thing each day that you are grateful for. Or you can take an empty jar, which you can decorate like Kim Schwartz and I did that we called "Joyful Chicks jars," and write on a piece of paper something that brings you joy. Being in a state of appreciation is an open channel for receiving. It's like telling the Universe, "Thank you. More of that good stuff please!"

Smooches & sass,
Jenny G. Perry and check out her fan page: Peace Love Joy Sparkles

Paradox - Getting Clear About Clearing - Matt Kahn

PARADOX -GETTING CLEAR ABOUT CLEARING - Matt Kahn

If you are clearing things out of your field, you are telling the universe to keep putting things in your field so you have more things to clear. So clearing things doesn't actually take you to a place where you have nothing to clear.

PARADOX

At the same time stopping all clearing techniques altogether, says, "I have nothing more to clear." In time, if you stop clearing everything altogether you have a manifesting reality where you have nothing to clear.
So you have to spend time doing clearing work, just so you can let go of that clearing technique to find yourself in a reality where you never had anything to clear to begin with!-

It's time to take the bold step of stopping!

In order for you to live in a reality where there are no things to clear,(even though we assist in the teaching of the clearing work that is happening) >>>

We teach that the clearing work is done by the universe naturally. You can assist in the matter by sending love to what you feel because what you feel is what is already being released and in sending love to yourself- even under the law of karma- if you are to love yourself and love all parts of yourself and love all beings>>>you would just manifest more things to love, instead of more things to clear. 

So in reality where there is noting to clear you'd have everything to love AND IN THIS REALITY EVEN IF THERE ARE THINGS THERE TO CLEAR, WE CLEAR THEM BY LOVING THEM. SO, EVEN USING THE LAW OF KARMA, WE ARE NOT CREATING MORE ERRONEOUS DARKNESS TO TURN INTO THE LIGHT. " MK

Posted by Mary Baldwin on Pure ~ Consciousness 

New Year's New Moon

The New Moon is a powerful time for manifesting and setting intentions. This year the new moon happens to fall on New Year's Day...the first time in many years. What intentions are you setting for 2014? Take some time today and tomorrow to reflect on what you want to manifest into your life by journaling, do candle work and/or meditating. This is a very powerful combination! ~ Spiritual Abundance

Monday, December 30, 2013

Quote of the Day.


What To Write When You Don’t Know What To Write?

We, writers, get hit with this question a lot of times. We are staring at a blank screen or down at a sheet of paper the words that were there one minute ago flowing so nicely so effortlessly but now are gone within a blink of an eye. That’s because your expectation for those words were high at which point you decided that they weren’t good enough and you dismissed them, yes you dismissed them.

Now don’t go beating yourself up over this just acknowledged the fact that your expectations were high for those words that had yet to be put on the page. So just acknowledge that you are doing this, that you are doing this because now you have the awareness to change that habit.

So instead of having any sort of expectation for these words that are flowing from the Divine Inspiration, just let them be words simple words with nothing attached to them. Because often times when our standards are too high, the intern afflict ourselves with the dreaded Writer’s Block.

I learned a great deal while reading Jeff Vandermeer’s Wonderbook, the best things that came from this book so far has been the section about Writer’s Block. There are two things I got from reading the section, first was to change your perception of Writer’s Block to the actual blocks with letter, like the picture. And secondly is to distract yourself from that writing issue at hand. Through distracting yourself, you leave yourself open for the Divine to inspire you without hinders from anything or anyone.

Just remember to TAKE ACTION and write down whatever comes to your mind no matter how silly it may seem to you at the time. Suspend all judgment and attachment to the words that come through and just write them down or type them down if you are at your computer. 
Letter Blocks *wink wink*


I’ve had my battles with Writer’s Block over the years when I started to take up writing and for me it won’t be days or weeks for me it would turn into month and even years. The stories sitting in a notebook on my desk or sitting in my computer folder collecting cyber dust, begrudging me that I hadn’t complete them. But since reading this book, I haven’t finished it yet but it’s amazing how years of battling with Writer’s Block it all changes within a matter of a couple of pages from this book.

Even before sitting down to type this post up, I started to wonder what I was going to write about today. What knowledge that I have that no one else has? What can I give you, the reader that no one else has given them before? That’s the when the title came to me, so instead of judging and attaching any meaning to it, I let the words flow and here I am doing something I love and following the whisper of my heart to type just the words that need to be heard with zero attachment or judgment.

Bob Proctor's Picture of the Mind


Feel As If You Have It

Good morning! I hope everyone's having a wonderful morning just like I have. Today we are going to talk about the concept of "Feel as if you have it." I have actually had trouble with this concept in the past, I say in the past because I came to the realization that I wasn't doing this concept or rather putting into action this concept.

When I realized what I was doing it caused me to become aware of an old habit, I have actually shut down my ability to feel slightly be disappointed if things didn't come to pass the way I intended them to. But all that's changed now because somehow overnight a light bulb went off and I finally got it!

So now before I write in my gratitude log about the past, the present, and the future; I get into that space of FEELING grateful for all the things that has happened, that are happening, and that are going to happen as if they have already happened now in the present.

It's really important that you feel what you intend to manifest in the here and now because it already exists in another plane of existence but you feeling it now brings into this plane of existence so that way you can manifest it.

Sunday, December 29, 2013

Thoughts On Learning About Managing A Site

It's been an interesting day, I spent it reading through a book called How To Blog A Book by Nina Amir. It's been very helpful information for when I think about blogging a book one day. I have been putting into effect what I've learned in chapter 5 but I've noticed that some of the tips are a bit difficult to put into effect. I am bound and determined though to learn these techniques because they will come in handy one day in the near future.

The Brain...


Universal Tree


Saturday, December 28, 2013

Our Deepest Fear By Marianne Williamson

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness
That most frightens us.

We ask ourselves
Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.

Your playing small
Does not serve the world.
There's nothing enlightened about shrinking
So that other people won't feel insecure around you.

We are all meant to shine,
As children do.
We were born to make manifest
The glory of God that is within us.

It's not just in some of us;
It's in everyone.

And as we let our own light shine,
We unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we're liberated from our own fear,
Our presence automatically liberates others.

Inspire


What Started It All?

What started it all for me, it began on my 22nd birthday things occurred that day that put me on this path of conscious awakening. Before that time, I spent it stumbling around in the dark not knowing where to go and not knowing what I was going to do with my life.

Sufficient to say that that birthday would always remind me that even though events that day hurt me at the time, I will always be grateful to them because they opened my eyes to things I didn't want to see at the time.

The hurt was long forgotten and forgiven because it was through that hurt that I transformed my life, I never looked back. I keep moving forward because it's in the here and now is where it matters.

In those days, before my birthday were very dark or at least that's how I saw them at that time. I came to the realization that year before the new year, that I wasn't happy at all and that I can continue on like this. I felt myself dying inside, and the writing looked was very dark.

I saw no sunlight or light. In those times, the darkness was so thick that the light couldn't get through to me but that hurt caused a crack in the darkness however small it allowed light to filter in to me. I consciously realized that I needed to change, that I needed to change because no one else is going to do it for me.

So began my journey for change, and so here I am enjoying the journey and not concern myself  with the destination.

Friday, December 27, 2013

Looking for Contribution to Personal Development Directory.

I am looking individual in the personal development in the areas of the physical, mental, emotional and spiritual to contribute a this directory that I am in the process of putting together. If you are interested in being added to this directory.

Please email at Personal Development Directory post in the subject Personal Development Directory Entry. I will than email a document for you to fill out for me. Thank you for your entries!

What do I mean when I say I've gone through the purging process?

I realize in my last entry that I was a little vague on the subject of purging one's body of the old way of being. Of course the purging I am talking about has nothing to do with the movie, but the concept is similar as it has to do with the removal of impurities in the body for me in a violent way of doing it through vomiting and migraines.

I want to clarify there is killing involved unless you count the clearing that is involved with the old way of being (impurities) no humans were harmed in the purging of my body. Because instead of resisting the process, I went with the flow.

Now by definition purging means to remove (impurities and other elements) by or as if by cleansing, in case there is still some confusion about what I mean when I say I underwent the purging process in a positive manner.

Thursday, December 26, 2013

Purging Moments

Today has been a hectic day, first I didn't need to go into work today but it all worked out in my favor because I was able to come home early. Only when I got home I wasn't feeling too well, I started to get one of my migraines. I realized that it was my body purging itself of the old way of being.

It is my body's way of showing me that I am evolving, growing, and learning new ways of being. I'm still feeling a little bit unwell but I am recovering quickly and rapidly with the knowledge that I am looking at new horizons and endless possibilities coming my way.

Our bodies has an interesting way of letting us know when we have gone beyond the old ways of being. For each person is is different, some may feel nothing while others feel something. The thing is to allow whatever comes your way because if you resist it things will only get worse.

Go with the flow, you'll be surprised where it takes you.

Wednesday, December 25, 2013

Let It Go - Idina Menzel from Disney's Frozen

The snow glows white on the mountain tonight
Not a footprint to be seen
A kingdom of isolation, and it looks like I’m the Queen
The wind is howling like this swirling storm inside
Couldn’t keep it in, heaven knows I've tried

Don’t let them in, don’t let them see
Be the good girl you always have to be
Conceal, don’t feel, don’t let them know
Well now they know

Let it go, let it go
Can’t hold it back anymore
Let it go, let it go
Turn away and slam the door
I don’t care
What they’re going to say
Let the storm rage on, the cold never bothered me anyway

It’s funny how some distance
Makes everything seem small
And the fears that once controlled me
Can’t get to me at all

It’s time to see what I can do
To test the limits and break through
No right, no wrong, no rules for me
I’m free

Let it go, let it go
I am one with the wind and sky
Let it go, let it go
You’ll never see me cry
Here I stand
And here I stay
Let the storm rage on

My power flurries through the air into the ground
My soul is spiraling in frozen fractals all around
And one thought crystallizes like an icy blast
I’m never going back,
The past is in the past

Let it go, let it go
And I'll rise like the break of dawn
Let it go, let it go
That perfect girl is gone
Here I stand in the light of day
Let the storm rage on,
The cold never bothered me anyway

Listen To It


GRATEFULNESS - A Network for Grateful Living

I stumbled onto a site a couple years ago and I would love to share it with you. As you can by title it is a network for grateful living on this site you will find all sorts of things that may help you on your path to personal development. I say may because its completely up to you if you choose it to help you or not.

They had a wonderful library rich with tools anything for a labyrinth mediation, e-cards and you can even light your very own candle. Before you make an opinion on the site, I highly recommend going there first to see for yourself and then make an opinion on it. You might find yourself surprise at what could come from this.

You will find the link below

GRATEFULNESS - A Network for Grateful Living

Tuesday, December 24, 2013

Thoughts on Commitment

For anything that you're doing in life. You must be fully and completely committed to it, how else are you go to make a change in life if you are committed to that change in life. If you want to get that car, if you want to have that money you need to be committed to it and to do so after going a little bit of help.

Now to do that you must put in the work to create the change in your life. I noticed that with myself, I wanted to change my life so badly that I neglected to put into practice what I have learned at a complete laziness and a little help from the Ego of course.

Now of course it takes two people to tango and if I had not listened to the ego I wouldn't be or rather I wouldn't be where I don't want to be. But everything is a learning experience, and I'm learning a great deal about myself because of what I was not doing.

Now no matter where you are in your life or where you're not in your life everything is a learning experience so don't lament where you are now because where you are now will only help you to grow as an individual and also will help the collective consciousness grow as a whole.

My Published Book!!!

Available in hard copy and ebook on Amazon. 

Genre: Fiction/Romance/Paranormal

Summary


The Priestess

Orphaned at a young age, Kira was taken to the Temple of Water & Light in the Kingdom of Pisces and placed under the tender care of the Head Priestess. After being falsely accused of her mentor's death, Kira was exiled torn from all she knows, she carries a forbidden secret which only the Head Priestess should know. She holds the keys that would save her village from the war threatening her home from the East. Quietly, Kira ventures to Dragon's Cave to offer herself as a sacrifice to a dangerous warrior - a beast - in order to save her beloved home.

The Beast

Tobias, Dragon King of a dying race, finds himself thrust into a foreign world and its troubles. Those of his kind before him who came to Valeria were never heard from again. He wants nothing more than to return to the comfortable peace of his world and his own people. As he is about to make the journey home, his warrior's spirit stops him. The maiden, Kira, that summoned him lies unconscious and in harm's way. If he does not help her, she will die.

Read Carefully...You'll Understand This :)


Do You See This Happening?


Monday, December 23, 2013

Carnelian Gallets Mandala

This beautiful mandala by Robin was created from Carnelian gallets.

Synergistic Experience

I am amazed at this synergistic experience I just had today. I was thinking about an old friend that I had and spoke to when a long time. I was also thinking about where my next income was can come from. Suddenly this friend calls and we start talking for a while he tell me what was going on, I told him what was going on.

And he told me that he was working at Amazon again, so he suggested that I apply their for the packing or the picking department. Who would've thought that out of all the techniques that I was using today this would show up in my life right here right now.

It simply goes to show, that the universe is always providing for you and that if you stay open to it you will receive the answers to your questions. It is simply the universe showing you proof that it is providing for you.

I am looking forward to writing more about the proof the universe provides for you and the more you notice the more you will seek.

A Look Into A Conscious Journey

Since beginning with Prosper, I have noticed a lot of changes. I've started to use the check in with self technique even though I started it yesterday. I am seeing amazing results. It is keep me from rummaging on things and it nips things in the bud before they can grow and make of mess of things.

Now what am I talking? Well I am talking about e-motions or energies in motion. These e-motions have been causing me to have a great bit of challenges not saying there is anything wrong with challenges. I am talking about unnecessary ones that where created because I did know any different but now I do.

Not only that but I have come to realized that everything I have learn up to this point, I don't implicate it. Why? Because of the concept the grass is greener on the other side, instead of 'eating the grass that is in front of me,' I keep looking for something taster and in the end I don't eat which leads me to be hungry. This hunger that I am observing comes from the lack of action to make things better than what they are by the using of these tools.

Now instead of lamenting what I haven't done, I acknowledge what I haven't done. Thank it because I noticed that the Ego gets very quiet when you thank it because it's the one that started this to big with but it does take two to tango so. If I hadn't listen to it, I won't be where I am now. I acknowledge that fact that I haven't implicate what I have learned and begin to implicate that's all.

I have begun to noticed more often that not that I am not feeling anything at all sometimes. I am closer to reach that flat line as some people call it where I can choose what I am feeling and what I am thinking about. And this is where the magic begins because once you have control over you thoughts and feelings, you are able to fly I guess you can say to reach your dreams that you once thought were our of your reach.

Sexy Advice...


Thursday, December 19, 2013

New Place to Post

Since Xanga has undergo a complete overhaul and I am have been waiting over a couple of weeks to have the free section of that blog up and running, but I am grateful that I have numerous blogs to post in only I don't know what topics to touch base on. I've decided to start small and work my way up. Let's see what in store for me and this blog, but also for my other blogs as well which have been waiting patiently for me to start posting again.

Saturday, August 17, 2013

What are my Core Values?

Since my last post my five year old cat receive his surgery and is doing very well. I've begun to put what I have learned from Joseph Murphy and Bob Proctor said about exercising my mind to change the paradigm inside so that the outside will change. I've begun to notice the change I've begun praying to my infinite intelligence and using switchwords which was recently discovered while I was experience the obstacles with my cat.

I have begun to pack for a new adventure as my block will be transforming into a 480 spot parking garage but I am excited with the idea that I get to see other houses because it's time for a new change. I've started packing to make it easier to move when we find that one house that will suit our requirements.

My referral business has been experiencing some ups and downs as well as my ads are being flagged left and right but I am determined to stick with it because all this flagging is just going to lead me to a gold mine where I will find serious individuals who will do there monthly shopping and work as a team to build there businesses.

I have started to look deep within myself for my Core Values, I realize how important it is from me to discover them as it will help generate a continual income on a daily basics. I've slowly down to a crawl as I don't want to move forward until I discover those core values. I noticed that I procrastinate when it comes to drastic changes in my life. I never finished those courses that will change my life at such a drastic rate that I hit the terror barrier and bounce right off.

I've come to say that enough is enough, I realized that the fear is there but I am going to crash through that terror barrier to keep moving forward as I know that good I can when I am financially stable will go far.

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Bear ~ Direction

A couple of things happened yesterday during early afternoon the 'Look Inside' for my book went online, I registered for the Goodreads I became librarian, my book was added to there list and today I have my very own author's page with them. I found out today how important grounding is before doing a theta meditation or any meditation really.
During the meditation I would five minutes before it was over and decided to take a nap as I was dog sitting again today. Only while I was dreaming I didn't have any sort of control over that state, everything I did felt forced and I was using a lot energy just to react to things. Everything felt heavy, dense in someway sometime I thought I was awake because I know that my eyes were open at some point.
Only somewhere deep within me I knew that I was dream because in my waking reality movement wouldn't be so forceful to do when I woke I was more exhausted than when I went to bed not only that during the dream my throat and mouth became dry. I couldn't even speak during the dream.
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Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Spiritual Awakening

I have even received my orgone yet and I already starting to have dreams about it. I am not sure what the dreams tend but many times while I napping at my sister in law's apartment the become abstract, jigsaw type dreams.
I am really looking for to the next speak today in the all about you week they're hold at the master works healing site. Yesterday I took away a lot of juicy useful information that I have already had decided to put into action. How does it get even better than this?
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Friday, October 14, 2011

Day Ten of Divine Mother Healing: Question Day

I was a little late as I go wrapped up in watching some anime and later listening to some music but I was able to caught the answer to the question I had asked. I know what do if the situation ever arise that the dark energies don't wish to leave me alone. I have blessed oil which I can use to anoint now only myself but anything I would like to anoint. These past week was a phenomenal sensation of awakening.

Thursday, October 13, 2011

Day Nine of Divine Mother Healing: Lakshmi

Had a bit of a restless night, I am still exhausted as I didn't get a restful, refreshing nights sleep. I didn't really have much energy to do anything today expect for posting on my xanga. The session today was a wonderful, uplifting. I am starting to feel different since I've used the oil that I've had with my during each session. Even thought I was a bit unhappy before the sessions started that is all beginning change as I drive deeper into an inner peace that I didn't know I had before. The advise I've recevied since I've started to join in the session are things that I plan to take with on this journey.

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Day Eight of Divine Mother Healing: More About Money

I am so grateful that my brother was able to fix the proxy server problem I've been having since yesterday that I even missed my call. I caught today's calls five minutes into it. I am grateful that I am able to caught yesterdays class but I love to be there with her when she is live. Even now I am listening to the few minutes I missed.

Day Seven of Divine Mother Healing: How to say NO to Energy Drains is the one that I missed yesterday that I plan on watching today once it loads.

Monday, October 10, 2011

Day Six of Divine Mother Healing: Money Issues Pt One

Another fantastic lessons has come and gone but I feel the difference in myself and because of the teachings. I find myself realizing that I haven't acknowledge where I am only I push through it and force myself to remain positive. Now for here on out I intend to acknowledge where I am healing it with HPT and help to alleviate it to move forward with positive thoughts and affirmations. I love that idea of having an alter for my higher self and giving thanks for what I have in this moment.

Sunday, October 09, 2011

Day Five of Divine Mother Healing: Karma

I started my day a little later than I normal do, my body must have need the extra sleep seen some nights I seem to be a bit restless. I was really into the topic of today's session. Only I was getting irritated at something that was out of my control and that was the video keep freezing and occasionally jumping about so I was a bit distracted. Near the end it stop freezing and I was able to do the exercise she had for us with little effort. Which I am really grateful and that I have another technique that I can to my toolkit.
"Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary." Steve Jobs

Saturday, October 08, 2011

Day Four of Divine Mother Healing: Self-Love

Despite having to dog sit today, I was able to catch today's session with little problem. It's phenomenal how in the moment I am in when I am listen to her words. Everything within me quiets down to hear what is being said. I am so grateful to this free sessions. I am learning a great deal about not only myself but of others people who are looking to heal. The energy of this sessions continues to pulse within me. Even now ever since I've tried the HPT technique, I feel an incredible shift in my own energies.

Friday, October 07, 2011

Day Three of Divine Mother Healing: Getting Closer to Divine Mother

Another phenomenal session, these sessions are helping to stay in the present moment that I don't even noticed how the minutes have gone by. I was disappointed that it ended so quickly only when I looked at the clock it was later than I had original though it was. I have posted me question today as the topic today brought something up for me that I hadn't quite forgotten since it affected me greatly in the years before my awakening.

Thursday, October 06, 2011

Day Two of Divine Mother Healing: Healing & Miracles

Today I was all set to go instead on listening to the teleseminar, I decided to watch the session instead only this time around it went offline. But I did get to talk to some very interesting people on chat that was going on. Despite the video going offline, I was able to catch the last few minutes of the session on the teleseminar link. I could still feel the healing from Rebecca.

Wednesday, October 05, 2011

Day One of Divine Mother Healing: Getting Prayers Answered

I was all set and ready to go only that it didn't work out that way. Something went wrong with the connection and I miss the whole thing. I was annoyed admit as I was really excited about the blessing and I am really looking forward to these next ten days of healing. I am grateful that my package can earlier then schedule even as I type this up I am back up the information I have on this laptop. I have surround it with crystals as well to keep it working and free from negative.

Monday, May 16, 2011

April PAD Challenge Day 6

Don't follow the dictations of society;
instead follow the beatings of your own heart.

Don’t follow the dictations of society, as you’ll
find yourself in a dark abyss so deep that all else
seems hopeless.

Don’t follow the dark melody of scarcity, you’ll
find yourself buried deep within your own misery.
Don’t follow ego or you’ll end up an endless maze
with no exit.

When sight is colored only in black and white, listen
to your heart. Color will bled through and you’ll start
to live life to the fullest. You will see joy where there
once despair.

You’ll feel love where hatred resided. Hope will blossom
on a plane that was barren wasteland. Light will chase
away the shadows of doubt to replace it with faith in the
impossible.

Stand strong when other thinks you are crazy. Face fear
with love when others would coward. While others are
doing what is expect of them. You are creating the reality
you want to live.

Live life to the fullest, experience the wonders of miracles,
love unconditional and know that you are not alone in this
world. We are all one on a much deeper lever than we can
understand.

Saturday, May 14, 2011

April PAD Challenge Day 5

In a sea of nothingness,
A sense of awareness can be found.

In a void of shadows where no path can be seen,
A path is constructed from love and light.

In a world driven by the ego's dictations,
the voices of the higher self sing to be heard.

Wednesday, May 04, 2011

Achievements for May

  1. I plan to master attuning myself to my home frequency until it become effortless
  2. I intend to attract the right kind of people who have help improve and achieve my true potential as a writer and a person.
  3. I want to catch up with my online writing course, critique my classmates and complete the poetry prompts for last month.

Tuesday, April 05, 2011

April PAD Challenge Day 4

Our friendship blossom over a decades
and over three sets of seasonal changes. We
shared in happy moments and secrets that I
trusted to no other.

Only to see you turn you’re back to me when
faced with truth and reality. Fear gripped you
tightly. I sought only comfort and support but
instead receive cold words of programming.

I walked a fine line that day with friendship
that was so delicate like a frozen lake with
cracks on the surface uncertain when it would
give way beneath my feet.

The trust was delicate enough that it shattered
under the pressure of others and the lack of
reaching out to help your fellow man in need.

The rope broke, I fell into a lake of desolation
only for the ice to break apart and I sunk into the
cold waters. I floated in the murky depths of a
nightmare.

I numbly tried to swim up to the surface but the
grip of betrayal held me tight until one day I
broke away and was greeted by the warmth of
unconditional acceptance.

The waters that once held me down, suffocating me
released me and I broke the surface with a new sense
of life and passion. To never look back on those dark
days and embrace what it is to live, truly live.

Monday, April 04, 2011

April PAD Challenge Day 3

The world would be a quiet place,
with no laughter and outrageous
thoughts. No fresh perspectives
to force others to think outside
of the box. One less individual
and one less voice to touch the
heart of others where it really
matters.

April PAD Challenge Day 2

Beneath a sea of gray clouds,
I find joy in the knowledge of
at being one with everything.

April PAD Challenge Day 1

Clawing and pulling clumps of dirt as
I climbed up the mountain side, the path
unseen, clouded by anger and resentment.

Lies and fears society manipulated me to try
to keep me from the true path. Light shone
brightly at the top of the mountain urging me
forward.

Urging me to reach for the truth despite the
uncertain that brewed with my heart. I let
instinct take over and found that what was
one took effort now became effortless.

I was given a rope, a life line to the top,
but the climb seem never ending and at
times I thought I show the light dim as
doubt stirred beneath my breast.

Persistence keep me going until I reached
the top, I felt warmth and safe enveloped me.
I lay there with the embrace of this essences and
I knew that my journey was not over.

I rose to my feet and look before me at the beauty of
lush forest and amongst the tall ancient trees lay a path
that of twist and turns. I look over the edge of the
mountain to find myself staring into an abyss of
darkness.

A chasm of dark history that beckoned my back into its
embrace and it sang of victimhood and lifelessness.
Behind me was only desolation and death. Before me
stood a world of wonder and miracles, a voice called to me.

Beyond the woods spoke a voice of guidance and unity.
I stepped towards the path with secure footing, the past
howled to me to stop. But its screams fell silent in the
face of divinity true essence of unconditional love.

I now walk the path where I am not alone. A path in which
I meet with great mentors and teachers that help me grow with
each step I take. Friendships help me to learn of the laughter and
love. Experiences that help me evolve into a better person every day,
in hopes to become that closer to my higher purpose.

Freedom for Writing

Started the day the just right as I was able to get up somewhat early. I am still a bit exhausted but thanks to my protein shake I've got the energy I need to get my things done. Good News! Yesterday, I've registered for a free creative weeks course that last for seven weeks and I plan to take again in June. I am going to take every opportunity that I am given to improve my writing. I'll use the course to complete The Masquerade I am working on. Everything happens for a reason and I am glad that I took action with little hesitation on my part. I've only started lately to set intentions and I am glad that I've started because now I am seeing how useful they really are. Somehow those simply words 'I intend...' get things going a lot faster and without those words they is simply no motivation at all. Of course that is what I think. winky

Sunday, April 03, 2011

Goals of the Week

  1. Focus on getting my manuscript polished
  2. Complete the writing project: The Masquerade

Saturday, April 02, 2011

Day 7

Julie LeBusque Lake
DAY 7: To maintain the energy and the vibrational shift you have had from playing this game, today the Universe is giving you $16000 to spend! Get into a 'good' feeling space before you spend it - have fun!!!

I spent in on a sing bowl, plants, herbs, new bed covers, a couple pieces of clothing, electrical blanket, writing supplies, chair, table for the computer, crystal skull, crystal healing necklaces, practice belly dance outfit, and Val Zdreo necklaces. And the rest if for personal hobbies supplies. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

Friday, April 01, 2011

Day 6

Julie LeBusque Lake
DAY 6: sit and smile, feel the appreciation and gratitude, breathe it in and allow it to resonate through your being. Then breathe out the feeling into the universe. Today you have $15000 to spend- ENJOY xxx

I have paid off all my bills. With enough left over to take online classes and go on a retreat. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

Thursday, March 31, 2011

Day 5

Julie LeBusque Lake
DAY 5: The Universe is abundant and it is sharing this abundance with you. Today you have $10 000 to spend - as always have fun xxx

I spend it on building my two story library, secret passages and with a little left over to buy my kindle. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. :)

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Day 4

Julie LeBusque Lake
DAY 4: you have $6000 to spend, be as descriptive as you can about what you buy, have fun xx

I spent it on beautiful intricate hand fans, elegant masquerade masks, a black violin, a carve trunk to store my journals in, same model cellphone but newer one, start my collection of my favorite anime shows and movies. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Day 3

Julie LeBusque Lake
DAY 3: Oooooooo you have $3000 to spend today, have lots of fun with it xx

I spent it on journals, desktop computer, ipod touch, a computer chair, cooling fans for my laptop, vanilla scents candles, a bonsai tree and knitting yarn. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

Monday, March 28, 2011

Day 2

Julie LeBusque Lake
DAY 2: you have $2000 to spend. Enjoy it xx

I spent it updating my library with more self help books, romance, self help programs and mediation cds. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Day 1

Julie LeBusque Lake
Ok let's play a game! We'll play for the next 7 days. I'll post what we are doing each day, and you just post your comments. Remember to get into the feel of the game and to have fun with it!

DAY 1: you have $1000 to spend using your imagination, the only rule is that you have to spend the money today....

I spend it buying myself a I3 intel new laptop, 1T external hard drive, and a comfortable laptop table with cooling fan. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Friday, July 10, 2009

Song: Winternight Artist: Visions of Atlantis

Song: Winternight
Artist: Visions of Atlantis

Mournfull cries in my mind
In this stormy winternight
Paint a shadow on my heart
A black cloud rains over me

See, this is me, no pleasure to see
Still the dark cloud is surrounding me
Scared, to be a different kind of my own
And the storm is raging on and on

Cold winternight - no way out of the dark
No one's leading me back
To the place where I belong

Tried to breathe in rays of light
I can't be without my winternight

See, this is me, no pleasure to see
Still the dark cloud is surrounding me
Scared, to be a different kind of my own
And the storm is raging on and on

Cold winternight - no way out of the dark
No one's leading me back
To the place where I belong
Uncovered secrets will never be found
No rebirth, no regrets never be the one to hold

Cold winternight - no way out of the dark
No one's leading me back
To the place where I belong
Uncovered secrets will never be found
No rebirth, no regrets
Never be the one to hold.